A Fierce American in Toronto, Ontario

March 31, 2004

Arrests in Toronto hate crimes

Mar. 31 - Three people, 18-year old Steven Vandermey and two 15-year olds, were arrested and charged last night on counts incurred by knocking over headstones in a Jewish cemetary and spray painting anti-Semitic graffiti on a mosque, school and homes.

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Auditor-General's Report on Security II

Mar. 31 - The Canadian federal government spent 7.7 billion dollars to improve security after Sept. 11.

In a follow-up to this, more information has been published about the Auditor-General's report on the money was spent.

The results are dismal. They aren't necessarily worse than everywhere else, including the US, but the kinds of problems found are in the basics.

One problem found is that the Watch list is out of date and communications between departments to keep it up to date are faulty. It can take months to enter names.

Airport personnel are not properly screened, and about 20% of them had family or other links to organized crime (like the Hell's Angels. That's old news, yet remains uncorrected.)

Departments don't want to share information. And more, but it's depressing and familiar.

Andrew Coyne has a nice summation of the facts, links to the usual shocked and horrified pundits, and plenty of snark.

Apr. 1 - 18:22: The Auditor General's report is available here.

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War on Terror vs. Victimhood (Updated)

Mar. 31 - The Mar. 29 (Monday) arrest in Ottawa of 24-year old Mohammad Momin Khawaja, a software developer who works on contract with the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, makes for a very interesting supposition:

Mohammad Momin Khawaja, 24, is charged under the Anti-Terrorism Act with participating in the activity of a terrorist group and facilitating a terrorist activity.
According to an RCMP news release some of the activity may have taken place in London, England. more...
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1 Hey Debbye - Just a formating note...because you split your post between your blockquote tags, the main page doesn't dsiplay correctly (the left column appears underneath the main column, instead of on the side where it should be). I'm fairly certain this can be corrected by breaking up the post before you start the quote (in this particular instance); and can be avoided by remembering to make the post separations outside those tags. :-) Austin

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2 Thanks Austin, I'll try it. And let me know of any other tips - I'm still getting used to MT platform (which is so terrific compared to blogger.)

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March 30, 2004

Andy Bradsell, KIA in Iraq

Mar. 30 - Canadian Andy Bradsell, a security agent in Iraq, was killed in action on Sunday, March 28. Mr. Bradsell, a former British Royal Marine, died in the line of duty in northern Iraq:

"Andy was in the rear vehicle and they were escorting the client to the power plant," Larson said. "When they were close to the power plant three vehicles with armed men came along side."
Bradsell and his partner sped forward to put themselves between the gunmen and the client.
While they took the fire, the other vehicle sped ahead and managed to pull away safely, but Bradsell and his partner were killed.

Mr. Bradsell was employed by Olive Security, a British security company.

Mr. Bradsell came from Vancouver, and leaves behind a wife and 3 children.

Our deepest respects and condolences to his family.

UPDATE: More information here (brief link life) which is also to linked from Madagascar News.

Apr. 5 - 09:01: The memorial service held on Apr. 2 invoked many images of Andy Bradsell, and he seems to have been an assertive, confident man who was unafraid to be true to himself.

One friend laughingly remembered Bradsell as he was in high school, all tattoos, earrings and tough guy demeanour.
When the teenager's family had a litter of kittens to give away, he grilled prospective owners on the quality of home the animal would have.

It's tempting to compare Mr. Bradsell with other "human shields" except for one fact: unlike those who talked much and did nothing, Mr. Bradsell and his partner, Christopher McDonald, were truly human shields, who deliberately put themselves between the assasins and the convoy they were escorting. My oldest remarked "They knew they could die."

That is the definition of hero.

Apr. 21 16:07 Andy Bradsell has taken his place on the honour roll of The Fallen.

May 11 June sent me this photo of Andy and family to post:

Andy Bradsell.jpg

and this picture of Hunter:

Hunter big eyes.jpg

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1 Andy was one of my best friends and was an amazing man, the guy you always wanted around, THE alpha male in a crew of alpha males. I'll tell you something, he didn't just die a hero, he lived his life as one.

Posted by: A friend at March 31, 2004 11:05 PM (r9WO5)

2 I am very sorry for your loss. He seemed a good man and, although technically a civilian, was clearly a warrior strong and true.

Posted by: Debbye at March 31, 2004 11:55 PM (u0hyb)

3 Andy Bradsell was my nephew. I would like to hear from the gentleman that wrote the March 31 article and called themself friend. He knows that Andy was everyones friend, as do I. I have read many articles that say the security contractors are out their for money and are not soldiers. Wait for my next comment and I will explain why this is not true. Andy's Auntie June

Posted by: june bradsell at April 03, 2004 11:04 PM (4uLsc)

4 Sorry that this is so long but Andy seemed to live 10 lifetimes in his 34 years. I am Andy Bradsell's Auntie June, he is my brother John's son. I just got back from the Memorial Service in Victoria and was told that you will publish an article on Andy. Since the news of his death in Mosul, Iraq on Sunday our lives will be forever changed. A hole left in our hearts and our family. They came into the marriage each with a child, Tasha had Tycho, a boy now 9. Andy had Shayden, Tasha and Andy recently had a new baby boy, John Hunter now eight months old and the image of his father with his sparkling blue eyes and infectious smile. The most touching part of the service was when the children spoke, they fought back tears. For ones so young they were courageous, speaking their own words from their hearts. Tycho saying that he asked Andy to be his dad even before Andy had asked Tasha to marry him. Speaking of his idol and the things that they did together, especially fishing and how he would never forget him. Shayden so small, had to be lifted by her grandfather to the podium. She said "I never got to say goodbye but now I have my chance"; "daddy made my laugh even when I felt like crying", it was heart wrenching. His parents John and Lynda tried to speak but could only thank people for their love and support. His sisters Samantha and Kelly adored their big brother, their speeches filled with laughter and tears. Promising him that they would live up to his motto Carpe Diem..Cease the Day. Our family friend Bob Cramer (Uncle Bob), also from Sherwood Park and the owner of Westana Financial Corporation spoke of the impact Andy made on the lives of everyone he met. Andy greeted strangers with "Hello Friend", he was everyone's friend. Andy had three very special friends, Garry Hutchinson, his uncle, Mike Dick and Dennis Nolting, they called themselves "The Baraka Boys"…like all for one and one for all. They fished and hunted together every chance they got and were inseparable in spirit. They recently made a pact that if anything every happened to them their ashes would be scattered in their favourite hunting and fishing area...who knew that would be so soon! An e mail from Andy to Mike from Iraq was read out at the service, it was Andy's memoirs of the wilderness experience, it was breathtaking..we never knew that he could write like that. The mood of the service was A Celebration of Memories, you could feel Andy's "larger than life" energy in the room. He would have been proud of the dignified and courageous way that his family handled themselves during this tragic time. Andy wanted to make a positive difference in this world, and he did. He was born in England but moved to Canada with his parents when he was very young. On a visit to his grandparents in England he surprised us all by joining the British Royal Marines, we were so proud. On leaving the Marines and moving back to Sherwood Park he opened a Body Guard School. A letter with memories of a young boy that is now a man was read out at the service. He spoke of the difference that Andy had made in his young life. "He turned my life around, he taught me to have self esteem and confidence". Andy touched the lives of everyone he met, he was a mentor to many young people. Andy did not like what was going on in this world, the violence, the hate. He wanted to do his part to make the world a better place, for us all and for his kids. He went to Iraq to protect Engineers from General Electric who are trying, amidst terrible danger to restore electricity to the country and it's people. The convoy of cars was ambushed by masked gunmen when entering the power plant. Andy and another ex British Royal Marine put themselves in the line of fire driving in front of the first vehicle enabling it to enter the safety of the compound and saving four lives. He died a hero saving others, we would not have expected any other from him...He was always our Hero! We are trying to obtain information on the ex British Royal Marine that was also killed in the vehicle, we would like to contact his family, he is a hero too. The outpouring of love and sadness from everyone that knew Andy and our family is overwhelming. We thank and love you all. Andy is still not home but he is in the country of his birth right now England. He and his family were to meet there in May when he was finished his job in Iraq. His wife Tasha is flying there on Sunday to bring him home. He spoke of Tasha as his soulmate, you can still see his soul and his spirit in her eyes. Andy will be back in Canada on Wednesday, back in the country that he loved and embraced. We will hold a private family ceremony in Victoria on Thursday, this time he will be with us. He will always be with us. We will return to Edmonton to fulfil his wishes for his ashes to be returned to the wilderness that he so loved. At one with nature once again. On a last note to him and to all. "Have faith in yourselves and in life for there is now a magnificent new angel standing by

Posted by: june bradsell at April 03, 2004 11:16 PM (4uLsc)

5 Canuck security man died saving others By CP VICTORIA -- A Canadian security expert in Iraq was due home in a month when he was killed in an ambush, his stricken widow said yesterday. Andy Bradsell, 33, a former British Royal Marine living in Victoria with his wife and young family, died on Sunday when a convoy headed to a power station in northern Iraq was ambushed by masked gunmen. Bradsell was married to Tasha Larson, former news anchor on Victoria's New VI television station. The couple had three children, including an eight-month-old son. "Andy was in the rear vehicle and they were escorting the client to the power plant," Larson said. "When they were close to the power plant three vehicles with armed men came along side." Bradsell and his partner sped forward to put themselves between the gunmen and the client. While they took the fire, the other vehicle sped ahead and managed to pull away safely, but Bradsell and his partner were killed. The Victoria man was working for Olive Security, a British international security company. He was wearing body armour and was armed with both an AK-47 rifle and a handgun. Bradsell moved as a child to Canada from England and grew up in Alberta. He returned to England as a young man and joined the Royal Marines. After doing extensive dignitary protection work in Europe he moved to Miami, where he protected celebrities such as Madonna and Jean Claude Van Damme, as well as corporate officials.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 03, 2004 11:35 PM (AR1eq)

6 Iraq casualty was due home in a month Last Updated Tue, 30 Mar 2004 7:26:58 VICTORIA, B.C. - A man from Victoria, B.C., who once worked as the bodyguard for celebrities like Madonna and Jean Claude Van Damme has been identified as the Canadian killed in an ambush in Iraq on Sunday. INDEPTH: Iraq Andy Bradsell (courtesy: The New VI) Andy Bradsell, one of two ex-soldiers providing security for British engineers when they were attacked by masked gunmen, was due to return home in a month, his family said. Bradsell was an expert on armed combat. He fought for the British Special Forces in the first Gulf War before going on to private security work. Last year, on the day war broke out again in Iraq, Bradsell was interviewed by a Victoria television station, The New VI, where his wife Tasha Larson worked as a news anchor. He spoke of the danger he faced as a soldier. "One of my concerns when I was over there was not so much coming under enemy fire by Iraqis, that wasn't my concern, my concern a lot of the time was receiving friendly fire." Bradsell said he had no urge to fight the second war. "I wouldn't want to be there now and I don't envy anybody that is there because it's a whole new ball game." But he did go back, to work for a London-Based company called Olive Security, which employed several hundred ex-soldiers and police officers in Iraq. Bradsell is believed to have been protecting British engineers when his vehicle was ambushed east of Mosul. His clients were not hurt. The scene of the attack where Canadian Andy Bradsell died (AP photo) Andy Bradsell is survived by his wife and their three children, aged from eight months to nine years old. He had met Larson when he was hired to protect her at a public event at a time when the television personality was receiving threatening letters at work. That was shortly after moving back to Canada from Miami, where he had been protecting celebrities including Madonna and Van Damme

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 04, 2004 03:30 AM (HXXHT)

7 CH Victoria STORY Victoria man identified as Iraq victim canada.com Monday, March 29, 2004 Andy Bradsell, with his wife Tasha Larson in a family photo. CREDIT: CH TV ADVERTISEMENT A Victoria man has been identified as the Canadian killed in Iraq on Sunday. Andy Bradsell, a security guard, was protecting a client with a British colleague when they were ambushed by masked gunmen. Bradsell's wife, former New VI anchor Tasha Larson, said he died heroically, placing his vehicle between the client's vehicle and the three vehicles of the insurgents firing on them. Bradsell and Larson have three children, an eight-month-old boy, a six-year-old daughter and a nine-year-old son. At the time of the ambush, Bradsell and the British man were traveling behind a vehicle that carried two other security guards and the client - an employee of General Electric working on building a power station in the northern Iraqi city of Mosul. After the insurgents killed Bradsell and his British colleague, they celebrated by jumping on the roof of the burned-out vehicle. The three men in the other vehicle managed to escape. Bradsell and the British man are the latest victims in a rash of drive-by shootings targeting Westerners in Iraq. General Electric is working to rebuild Iraq's barely functioning Third-World electrical system, further damaged by economic sanctions and bombings in recent years. The Daily Telegraph reported that both men worked for GE security contractor Olive Security, a London-based firm which employs former members of British special forces. The killings bring the number of civilians killed in Iraq to 12 in the month of March. Four U.S. missionaries were shot dead in Mosul earlier this month when they were ambushed in their vehicle. Security in Iraq has become a huge concern for the foreign civilian population, who now almost always travel with a armed security guards. Sunday's ambush marked the second time a Canadian was killed since war broke out in Iraq. Two Canadian aid workers, Christopher Klein-Beekman, 31, a Courtenay man working for UNICEF, and a woman from Toronto, were killed in the bombing of the UN headquarters in Baghdad last August.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 04, 2004 03:37 AM (HXXHT)

8 My deepest respects to you and your family, Ms. Bradsell, and thank you for telling me more about Andy. I have sent an email and hope you grant the permission I requested. Men like your nephew exemplify courage, duty, and honour. Please believe that there are many of us who recognize and respect that, and make sure that in years to come, his children remember how deeply he was honoured by people who came to know him by his final devotion to duty but recognized his heroism as soon as we read of him.

Posted by: Debbye at April 04, 2004 10:22 AM (1v4Vp)

9 I have this to say, in my grief I search for information. People close to me do not understand that . Because Andy was such a peace loving man..and he was, they think that I am stirring up trouble. I am not looking for trouble, it found me. In my search for details some became much more graffic than some people can bear. I can bear it, we cannot hide from the truth. I have now read articles about mercenaries and money grabbers. About pumped up, would be soldiers with tatoos. Well let me tell you, my nephew was 6'4" and covered in tatoos. My favourite of them was right across the bottom of his back. Carpe Diem...seize the day. Some talk as though the only valuable people in Iraq are US Military. Hello! I don't see them going in to protect the power companies trying to restore power to this f...... country. Where was the show of force when these people died. Oh, I guess they were not in the military. Well excuse me, my nephew and the guy that he was with with who also got killed were ex British Royal Marines. I guess you have to stay in to get any respect aye. Recently four US guys were pulled out of their vehicles and mutilated. That is absolutely disgusting. Our only saving grace is that Andy was one of the first killed there, before they got all excited about it!!! He was only! shot in the head. I am not against Americans, god bless them but I think that they should start realizing that their news is like propaganda. Try and find anything on their channels about how this affects the rest of the world. Those four men died, their families do not have the solice of ours knowing that it was quick and painless. June Bradsell

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 04, 2004 04:36 PM (Jw6+I)

10 I must apologize for using the f word in my last e mail, I never even use that word. I was in the third stage of grieve...anger! The others being, denial, sadness, anger then acceptance. I am now more in the acceptance stage thankfully. I had been up all night when I wrote that, I was beside myself after I had been into some of the sites that come up when you type in Andy Bradsell. One in particular with Americans calling them mercenaries and pumped up, would be soldiers with tatoos. The disrespect for Andy and other security men killed was horrible. I made reference also to the fact the US Military did not assist in saving their lives, that was rude and unfounded because I am sure that if they had been around they would have...they obviously must not have been at the scene. The US Military took care of Andy's body, he was kept at a US Military base and they were the ones that shipped him to England. I have every respect for that and for the work they are doing over there to restructure the country and protect it's people. God Bless and keep them safe

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 04, 2004 11:19 PM (jBc7B)

11 Thank you June for providing an opportunity for those who knew Andy, even for a few brief fleeting hours to provide a comment on the man Andy. My friend and I attended Andy's memorial service, as touching and beautiful as it was, made more so by the presence of Tasha's father. I couldn't imagine a more appropriate person to preside over that painful event and he did so, so eloquently. Andy provided a few services for me and over the duration, my friend and I grew very close to Andy and we know he did with us. Andy had that way about him. He affected you in a way that you just naturally felt he was your friend and vice versa. A man's man who you felt was on your side but heaven help you if Andy had you in his sights. Andy was a unique individual, most certainly without question, one of a kind. I know that those who knew Andy, would agree, if I may be so bold to say so and believe me I am envious of those who knew Andy well. I will remember Andy as a chameleon of sorts, as when we met several times he would sometimes look strikingly different depending on his assignment, but after sitting down over a coffee, it was Andy. But I must admit a couple of times it took some getting used to. Andy was open and honest and connected with you when communicating - talking with Andy was a special event - it was a connection - he plugged in to you. That is so rare today as we move so quickly between our appointments being half aware of who we are talking to while the other half plans on who we have to talk with next - BUT NOT ANDY - when you were jawing with him over a cup of Java, he was right there in the present, carpe diem. And everyone around us knew that too - because Andy had a commanding presence. Not only for his fitness, and good looks but for his confidence and gregarious and warm nature as well. We have been devastated by this event. No words could describe the pain and sorrow and loss we feel ourselves and more so for Tasha and the children and the families. Also Andy's Baraka bond with his friends, and he told me how that came about and the tattoos and the special places they go to. What an honour it was that Andy would share such a special place. No names were given of those friends or where they went but you knew they were exceptionally special to Andy by how he talked about them - just last summer, sitting over a coffee, sunburned Mr. Clean with a sunburned flaking nose, looking like the cat that just ate the bird - a kid - so happy and content and very very tired after coming back from a trip with the Baraka boys. I suppose they played hard too. We will be unable to forget Andy because that is the effect he had on us. Andy infused you with his presence, leaving a feeling and memory that can never be erased. We are so grateful to have met and spent time with Andy, a star that will shine forever in our minds and our hearts. Much love to all who knew Andy, even for the wink of an eye, as I'm sure you would feel the same sense of loss as we still feel today.

Posted by: Dan at April 05, 2004 12:05 AM (Hpefv)

12 Dan, thank you so much for that. Thank you for reinforcing the positive at this difficult time, it is so easy to slip into the negatives right now and hearing from you has helped. I know that you must have been really important to Andy for him to tell you those things and to know that he had good friends like you in Victoria makes me happy. I will forward this to my family, I consider it a tribute. Thank you Dan

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 05, 2004 03:08 PM (O3eG+)

13 I am sorry for your loss. I knew Andy briefly when he attended Sir John Franklin High School in Yellowknife. I remember we used to hang out behind the school during breaks and what not. He had talked about how he was very interested in the military and making a difference in the world. I thought he was very ambitious at the time but he also seemed the type to follow through with his plans am not at all surprised how successful he was at it. I am sorry that he is gone but glad that he managed to live and die the way he wanted to as an example of what we can achieve if we want something bad enough. It's not about money, glory or fame. It's about doing what needs to be done. My hat's off. Andy my man, you died with your boots on holding true to your beliefs. How many of us can say that for themselves? Gooder on ya buddy. Carpe Diem! Excelsior! K

Posted by: Keith at April 05, 2004 04:38 PM (qnlzY)

14 Don't you ever worry about that "f" word, June, it has crossed my lips many times over this past week, along with many tears, non-sleep, and anger! I am Dan's friend whom he mentioned in his post earlier today. I can think of no other words to add to Danny's thoughts and feelings. I feel the same way. Andy provided protective services to me over the past year, and accompanied me to, during and from an ongoing and very ugly and frightening court trial. I thought at first that it would be difficult or uncomfortable having someone I didn't know very well there with me to here all the terrible happenings that had transpired while I was giving direct testimony, but as soon as I met Andy, I trusted him completely. We already know why I felt this way, as would anyone who knew Andy well, or even had just known him for a short time. He was so very supportive and he allowed me to draw strength from him. During a couple of day-long and painful stints on the stand, I would only need to look over and make eye contact with him...and what I got back was a wink, a nod, and a reassurance that I was doing OK. After seeing me safely to my vehicle each time, there was always a reassuring hug. This man, this wonderful person -Andy Bradsell, gave much more than what I would ever have expected from just a "bodyguard". He was my friend, because I could FEEL that he cared about me and my children. If I am not being too selfish, I would like to say to Andy...."Andy, you told me that indeed something must be done about this (my) ongoing situation. You would have tried to be with me next time in a couple of months. You, my friend, are even larger than life now. Perhaps a quiet tap on the right shoulder by you to the 'powers that be' to make them be truly wise in this scewed up earthly system could make your thoughts and words become a reality in what you saw and heard while both hearing and witnessing my encounter in life." I am scared about next time, but I will go there next time with the spirit and support you have given me. Thank you for helping me, Andy. You were a bright light in my unnecessary and seemingly continuing torment in life. Thank you for caring about me. I miss you and I will never forget you. With love, Michelle

Posted by: Michelle at April 05, 2004 09:21 PM (PWzcw)

15 When I saw the picture of Andy in a newspaper I cannot beleive it. I thought it happened to somebody else with a same name. But there was no mistake here. I met Andy about 7 years ago. I was translating on Japanese for one of his high profile clients. He told me about his business. He just established his Academy at that time and he was very exited about it. I remember him beeng very nice person very strong and very kind at the same time. It seems he loved life and people. He was curious about how people lived in the other parts of the world outside north America. He liked to travel a lot. He asked me about Japan and other countries I've been. I liked to answer his questions because it is not that common that people from North America care about people from other countries and continents. He was the worldy person.People from many countries will remember him . I want to mention one thing I have in my mind and kind of bothers me. I would like to say to people in Canada and United States: You used to live in a safe and protected continent. I groun up in the country torned by wars and political instability.You should calkulate all the risks before sending your loved ones to a dangerous places. It is not a game going on there, it is real war where people could be killed. I think no money earned could replace your loved ones. Andy was not soldier on duty and he could avoid going to Iraq.But it seems like there was nobody there to talk him off going to Iraq at that moment.

Posted by: Nadia at April 06, 2004 04:25 AM (OLddl)

16 To Keith, Michelle and Nadia. Thank you for your kind words and thoughts about Andy. I can tell that he was special to you too, as he was to all that met him. Keith: Andy loved his time in Yellowknife, the snowmobiling and scenery. I may have met you when I visited, they were his "awkward teenage years". I have a fabulous punk picture of him, I bet you had a lot of fun, he was so hilarious and energetic even then. Michelle: I know what you mean about that nod and wink, it could make everything right, it did for me many times. Next time you go to court I am sure that you will feel his presence there. If you get scared just think of him and you will find strength. Nadia: Yes, he was so interested in other countries and cultures. As a body guard he was well travelled, he worked in Miami on a security team for Madonna and Jean Claude Van Damme, to name a few. He also worked in Madagascar as head of security for an Emerald mine and the Phillipines. He loved to mix with the locals. One of my favourite stories is how the kids in Madagascar loved him because he used to do stunts on the all terrain vehicle for them. If he had been in Iraq under different circumstances, he would have embraced the Iraqi's as friends. As for not sending him there, what can I say. Everyone tried until they were blue in the face to talk him out of it. Andy did what he wanted and you knew that once he made up his mind, you were wasting your breath. I admired that about him but it cost him his life. Or maybe this was his destiny, we cannot change destiny. He lived such a full life and had crammed a lifetime into his 34 years..maybe he knew. If God took him to help save the world with all his expertise and compassion we should see some big Andy style changes soon...I hope so. My love to all of you and my thanks, I pass on all these comments to our family and in years to come his children can read them in a scrapbook. Two of Andy's most used words were "horrendous" and "joyous". Fitting for his life and his death.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 06, 2004 01:50 PM (XrrTl)

17 Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not here, I do not sleep I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sun on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain I am the shining stars at night When you awake to the morning light I am the soft uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight My time has come, I am at rest I am the sunset in the west I am the clouds that race above Where I watch over those I love Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not here, I do not die So hear the words that here I say I am the love that guides your way.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 06, 2004 03:35 PM (XrrTl)

18 The first time I met Andy, was the day of my 19th birthday. The Baraka Boys came to my parents farm to go hunting. I remember being nervous about meeting Andy, Dennis, and Gaz. Throughout the years I heard many funny stories, and also talked to the boys on the phone. I've seen many photos of the Baraka Boys on there many adventures. Although I was nervous, it passed as soon as we shook hands. It was so nice to finally meet my brothers best friends. We celebrated my birthday, but it also was a reunion for the Baraka Boys. I didn't know Andy as well as I would have like to, but through my brother he became an important part of my family. My family is very close, any friend of my family is also a friend of mine. I have been blessed to have met Andy, and for my brother to have that strong of a friendship with such a good man. My deepest sympathy to Andys Wife, Children Family, and Friends

Posted by: Mike's Sister Stacey at April 07, 2004 07:44 PM (5UIwM)

19 To the Bradsell family and friends, I wish to express my sincere condolences and compassion for your great loss. Andy was admired by so many and will be missed so much..I am so sorry! Andy was a stellar man..in every way, I was given an opportunity to learn from Andy at his academy in Edmonton, it was a experience that I'll never forget. The rapport he had with his students was amazing, but he was a master at what he did...I am proud to know of such men that walk this Earth. I got to know him on a breif scale, through other friends, through some of the business that he was involved in, even my nickname was given to me by him....never will change that! Andy was a man that you could count on, he had your back and your front....he was every where. What I do know of Andy is that he loved his family, kids and the "Lads"....a brotherhood in a sense. His sense of humour and keen witt was second to none....you just couldn't compete with his retorts...or slags....he will be missed so much! And to his parents, I commend you for his up-bringing, morales and the values he possessed! Andy was a well respected man, a man of honour and of strength. ....thank you Andy for your direction and friendship Go in peace brother! Ging

Posted by: ging at April 08, 2004 04:56 AM (7y2db)

20 I was intensely saddened when I heard about Andy's death in the Grimsby Evening Telegraph last week. When I was a teenager I knew Andy for a short time when he played ice hockey for the Grimsby Dynamoes. Hr was always very quiet and unassuming (unlike most of the members of the team!!) and was always polite. Late last year, I was talking to my daughter - who is now a teenage hockey player herself- about the memories I have of the game when I first started to get involved in it, and Andy's name popped in my head. I did a search on the internet and found his email and on the off chance sent him a note to see if it was the "same" Andy. I was amased when he replied that it was, and he was really chatty although we didn't really know each other at all. It really made my day to think that someone from such a long time ago still remembered me. He told me about his beautiful wife and children and how they enjoy going out in the boat to see the whales. I was really happy that his life was complete. So the news last week really shook me. I am just pleased that I took the chance when I remembered him to speak to him when I did. I am going back home to Grimsby at the weekend, and will be going ice skating at the rink. I am sure it will never feel the same after this. He was a lovely kid, and a wonderful man. My sympathy goes out to his wife and children, and all the family.

Posted by: JoAnne at April 08, 2004 06:00 AM (RF0Mn)

21 Andy was a great freind growing up in sherwood park and knowing him and his family makes me a better person today. and the memories we shared will live in my heart forever.my family and myself wish the best for john,linda,sam and kelly

Posted by: travis pipella at April 08, 2004 02:14 PM (2+Uw9)

22 DEAREST JUNE, OH MY GOD! I HAVE BEEN AWAY, MY DAUGHTER HAS JUST TOLD ME. I AM IN SHOCK! I CAN'T FIND WORDS TO TYPE. NO WORDS WILL BRING HIM BACK. ANDY WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AS THE LOVELY SON OF MY BEST FRIENDS. I KNOW YOU ARE A GOOD LOVING FAMILY, MY HEART IS WITH YOU ALL AT THIS TIME. Linda x

Posted by: Linda Liles at April 09, 2004 05:23 AM (c2Qsr)

23 i just wanted to say that my families prayers are with the the bradsell family at this time. i pray that you find some comfort in all the support of family and friends. take care. jim drew

Posted by: jim drew at April 09, 2004 01:26 PM (dEQzE)

24 So, a less anonymous post than the first one. How amazing to see people's names that I may never have even thought of from so many years ago, and all the rest of the people who crossed paths with Andy briefly or otherwise. A true testament to who Andy was and will always remain, in my mind. I spent a good deal of my 'formative' years with Andy, Travis, etc... in Sherwood Park. None of was surprised to learn he'd joined the Royal Marines, it seemed obvious in fact. None of us was surprised to learn that he'd finished his training in the top spot, even while injured. Absolutely no one was surprised to hear Andy's stories of working for all the stars that he did. The point is, he'd always seemed destined for some great thing, and while I know that is something that is altogether too often said about individuals in a case like this, the fact is that it is true. I hadn't seen Andy in a couple years. I've spoken to him six or seven times over the past two years, spoke to him as he fed his son once - he sounded so happy. I was supposed to meet him in Kelowna last summer and didn't make it and I get so mad when I think about that missed opportunity. I was on the island a couple of months ago and couldn't find the time to phone him. So ridiculous. Sat down in a pub in Sechelt and opened the newspaper to see a picture of my friend Andy. So proud, showed the waitress, "That's a friend of mine", I say. Slam No words I write here or anywhere else or say out loud to anyone will not feel trite, will not feel as though I cannot do justice to my friend. I will say this though: I've been talking to our friend D. a lot about almost everything we could remember about Andy from back in the day, or from the last few years and the great part is that whenever we do, we laugh. Andy singing in the pub, nose and finger in the air, "The Queen of li-hights took her bow...", ditching school to go hunting, trying to make a while Valiant look cool, "Hey Kids..." - all right, an inside joke, but if you know you'll laugh. And we always will. and I cannot stand the fact that he's gone. and I guess that it will eventually sink in. My heart to Andy's family and to all the rest of his friends.

Posted by: Mark at April 11, 2004 05:06 AM (r9WO5)

25 Mark, thank you for returning and expanding on your memories of Andy. Believe me when I say I know how hard that was. Larger than life is a cliche only for those who've never known anyone who embodies that phrase. Nobody who hasn't been through it can understand how it is to lose someone to hostile action. Nobody can understand the anger, pain and fierce pride that memories of men like Andy evoke, who, like Achilles, chose lives of excellence over safer but woefully mediocre lives. Such people didn't lead lives of quiet desperation. I don't know if that helps, it's just how I finally found peace. Their feet were on a path few of us tread, and they accepted and strode down it with purpose and determination. What a blessing to know them, and even if the pain never goes away entirely, the gratitude and awe of their memories come to overshadow the pain.

Posted by: Debbye at April 11, 2004 11:47 AM (Y0TzN)

26 My sincere sympathy goes out to the Bradsell family, Tasha, and friends during this difficult time. I will miss Andy very much. He was a man of many qualities, but the two qualities that stand out in my mind are his honor and integrity. Being a graduate of Andy's school in Edmonton, I was fortunate enough to work with Andy in Madagascar. I will always have fond memories of him and the "boys" during our time there. I feel honored and blessed for knowing Andy in this lifetime. In my eyes, he was a great man and lived life to the fullest. He will be missed. Till we meet again my friend...

Posted by: Rommel at April 12, 2004 12:57 AM (gScHt)

27 The News has reached Asia. Then until now I have tried to make sense of why such an incredible man has been taken from our lives. The past days I have been thinking about the times I had with Andy. Weather it had been hunting, camping or just hanging out. Andy always had a great story to tell and a thousand jokes to make you laugh. He was a very special person to be around and he had a gift to make the people he was around feel special too. But all the people that have written something above know exactly where IÂ’m coming from! He had obviously touched your life the same way as he had touched mine. I grew up with Andy in Sherwood Park. I met Andy a couple of years before he decided to go to the Marines. I remember Andy talking about going to the U.K to start his Military training. I can remember how I felt that I wouldnÂ’t see him for awhile. I remember when he returned from it and how happy I was to see him again. When he returned is when I really started to notice that he was a unique individual he was that made anyone around him want to get closer to him. I had always been so impressed by AndyÂ’s accomplishments and proud to have been a friend. He really accomplished so much in such little time. I received an e-mail from Andy not to long ago. I havenÂ’t chatted with him for awhile due the fact we both work in different parts of the world. As I read his mail I could hear his voice which made me truly smile. Anyone who knew Andy knows he always had a cool word or a saying that you wonder where he had got it from, but soon enough he had you saying them! AndyÂ’s last words written to me were: Love, hugs and a swift kick in the sack, Yakisumo Horigato I have some property of AndyÂ’s that I would like to return to the family. I know that they moved to Victoria but I have had no contact with them. Please feel free to contact me at sp.ent2001@msa.hinet.net My condolences to the family of Andy and friends,

Posted by: Shaun at April 12, 2004 05:23 AM (KuIyO)

28 I to was a friend of Andy's growing up in Sherwood Park and was very saddened by this news. My heart goes out to his family.

Posted by: Ted Evans at April 12, 2004 01:31 PM (l2M8d)

29 This is for Aunty June, I had a dream about Andy. In the dream he asked me to pass a message onto his wife and his children. My husband is the close protection officer from South Africa who was going to assist in forming a training school with Andy for Close Protection Officers. Since his passing, I have had several dreams of Andy and in all of them he asks me to tell Tasha and his children that he is watching over them. He says that it is not the end, that he is just on the other side and that he will always be with them. He says that he will come to Tasha in her dreams, to comfort her. He says that she must trust him and know that they will be together again. I met my husband, also a Close Protection officer, in the line of duty when he protected my daughter and I. My husband is a fine and noble man, like Andy Bradsell. Andy is a warrior on the Good side...his spirit lives on and he truly does watch over the innocent. Lisa

Posted by: Lisa Haeck at April 13, 2004 02:40 AM (BYG6A)

30 And yet another old friend of Andy's from Sherwood Park - working in Taiwan at the moment. I have strong, fond memories of Andy, even though I haven't seen him for years. From time to time, mutual friends closer to Andy have told me about his successes - that he was in the Royal Marines etc. Made me proud to have known him - to have crossed his path. A true hero - larger than life. I'm saddened by this tragedy, sick of this crap in Iraq. It sure hits hard when it affects people you know. My love, condolences and best wishes to all. Joel

Posted by: Joel Finnestad at April 14, 2004 12:34 AM (yjpfO)

31 Sorry that I have not been on here for a few days and thank you Debbye for the e mail letting me know that there were more kind words from friends. I pass on these comments to his parents, sisters and "the Baraka boys". I am also keeping a scrapbook for his kids to look at in the future and know how well loved and admired their father was. I see some very familiar names in here and want to thank you all for taking the time to share your words and feelings, many of you from overseas Mark: Are you the little blonde haired boy that had the band with Andy? I still remember the words to your first song "some folks say that disco's in, let me tell you baby that's a sin", "there's only one sound thats got the soul, listen to me now it's "rock and roll". Chorus DUH DUH DUH DUH. You and Andy were very good, him on drums, you on guitar. If it is you I hear that you are a successful touring guitarist now.. well done Mark. When you didn't make the time to see him or phone Mark, it is ok. You didn't know that this would happen and he knew that everyone cared but had their busy lives to live. Last time he was here, he was too busy running out the door to go hunting and I only managed to get a kiss and a hug. That is not what we should remember, cherish all your good memories Mark, he did. Lisa: I have had similar messages from Andy myself and the family know, thank you for your kind words. An eagle has been circling Tasha's house and was there when we entered the funeral on Thursday and when we left. Tycho said "I think that my dad's spirit is in that eagle"..I think so too. What better way to observe us and still go fishing and hunting! Travis, Jim, Joel, Shaun and Ted: He loved you guys and I know you loved him too. Travis: Samantha and Kelly are in town, I know that they would love to hear from you. Kelly is 7 months pregnant and after the funeral Samantha announced that she is pregnant too. I didn't expect to see a look of joy on my brother and sister in law's face that day..but there it was. I think that Andy is still playing tricks on us! The rest of the family will be coming here too and we will be holding a service in Sherwood Park, the date will be in the local paper when we know. Linda Liles: Linda, you guys go back a long way, I am sure that you have phoned John and Lynda by now. I know your heart is aching, as ours are too. Keep in touch. Rommel and Ging: I remember you guys from the Academy, I think that I played the hit man in your final exam..not many aunties can say that! I am glad that you had the opportunity to know and experience Andy, thank you for your commments Joanne: I would like to get a copy of the e mail from Andy if you still have it. Let me know how I can contact you. All the best with your skating and thank you for taking the time to write to Andy, you can hold that dear to your heart now. To the Sherwood Park gang: You were a crazy bunch of kids, it was my pleasure to watch you all grow up, especially Andy who you will agree was somewhat of the ring leader. Has anyone heard from Scott, Jay or Damien? I will pass on your comments to Andy's parents and sisters. Debbye, I want to thank you personally for having this link and for the support that you have shown us. The compassion, love and understanding that you have shown toward Andy and his family and friends is moving. You have proved to me, in the midst of my sadness, that there are so many more good people in this world than bad. That, loving thy neighbour does not always mean knowing them. Andy had that kind of love for those that he knew and for those that he did not. He proved that in risking his life for strangers, both in supporting the rebuilding of Iraq and in saving the lifes of four men. Andy's grandfather was a sea captain, when fishing off Cape Town, South Africa he saved the lives of some Portuguese men working in the engine room. There was a fire and he went in himself and got burnt. Their families overwhelmed him with their gratitude. He is 82 and Andy was "a chip off the old block" Andy's father also saved the lives of a family in Grimsby when their house caught fire. He received a medal from the fire department, he was only a teenager himself at the time. The baby Deana Hall, was the last one in the house, he nearly died bringing that baby out. She is alive today because of John. I am very proud of my family, Andy showed the same kind of courage that was obviously "in his blood". Andy would be proud too, that he was loved and remembered this way. Thank you all. Auntie June

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 14, 2004 10:30 AM (ibzH9)

32 To Mike's sister, Stacey You have a wonderful brother Stacey. Andy and Mike were like brothers themselves. Andy admired Mike's quiet wisdom just as much as Mike admired Andy's vibrant outgoing personality. The Baraka Boys will continue to hunt and fish, of that I am sure. They plan to take Tycho too and John Hunter when he is older. I understand that it is not too far from your place where Andy's ashes will be spread in their favourite area. I am in touch with Mike at Tasha's house, he has been so supportive to her and the kids and to us all. Mike is always there when you need him, Andy told me that about him. Our love to you and your family. Auntie June

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 14, 2004 11:26 AM (ibzH9)

33 There are so many things in our lives that don't make sense, and Andy's death is one of them. From out of chaos comes knowledge and understanding, but in order to hear we must listen closely to what our feelings are telling us. When I read the many captions of Andy's life, I see an explaination of the greatest gift given man, which is the ability to move people in a postive direction. I realize that Andy's life was based on a desire to protect, love and repect others. To me these are qualitie's of a Guardian Angle. In this way I see Andy as a spirit that will never die, unless his absence causes his loved ones to die inside. To keep his Spirit alive, we must all act, in the Spirit his life had laid out to us. If his life gave happeness to others, they already know the way of his Spirit. Because we have learned this way, through him, to act in the same manner is to be moved by his Spirit. Those who were the closest to Andy, will grieve his loss the most but during every hour of every day they must work towards being as happy as Andy's efforts, made them feel while he was alive. If we do not reach this same happeness, then all his efforts in life, fail him in death. This is allowing death to keep it's destructive effects and at the same time veil the Spirit of the one we loved, so much. All those who knew Andy well, must reach out and touch others, in the same way Andy touched them. In this way his Spirit will grow forever. Gordon&Bonnie

Posted by: Mike's Mom & Dad at April 14, 2004 04:26 PM (OuADh)

34 His spirit lives on Oh wondrous spirit, like an eagle soars Has left your body but not our shores Inside each one that you have touched Lives on, in life and hope and love Bounteous memories fill our hearts The gift of you will not depart You taught us how to laugh and love Now you watch us from above Your joyous spirit, we will strive To honour and to keep alive By Auntie June

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 15, 2004 11:31 AM (k8YMp)

35 All Academy,and CISC associates please E-mail: miambina@yahoo.ca.Leave:E-mail,phone nummber. Talk to you soon, Mike

Posted by: Mike Dick at April 16, 2004 01:56 AM (UXYbB)

36 Wow, I knew the effect Andy's passing had on me but the depth of that really comes home to you when you hear from others. Andy has always been like a touch stone. No matter where he went, and for what ever reason, after some time (months, years, days) we could come back full circle and sit down together. That kind of thing makes you realize who you are. He goes with me daily, in my head, but I'll always feel like we had one more circle to complete. This is my first knowledge of the effects of war. I think I get it now. Auntie June, please send my sincerest condolences to John, Linda, Sam, and Kelly and Gaz. I'm sorry I never had a chance to meet Tasha and Andy's kids I guess that was part of completing another circle.

Posted by: Damion at April 16, 2004 10:58 PM (r9WO5)

37 I would like to express my deepest sympathies to Andy's family, wife, children and friends. The news of Andy's death came as a terrible shock. I struggle to find the right words to express my sympathies. To this day I don't think I've ever met anyone as well-rounded as Andy Bradsell. Andy was all good qualities rolled up into one human being. I'm glad to have known him. Auntie June, I only met you a couple of times but if you could please pass on my sympathies to your family and especially let Sam know my thoughts and prayers are with you all everyday.

Posted by: Nathalie at April 17, 2004 03:36 AM (2CZyw)

38 I never in a million years thought that I would be sitting here reading stories written about a man who had such an impact on so many peoples lives off of a website. Andy was truly an amazing individual with a heart made of gold. Every person that met him felt a contagious energy from him and wanted to be around him. He would go out of his way to help someone out whether he knew them his whole life, a day or a total stranger. Andy had qualities that I have not yet seen in another. He was a remarkable person. I looked up to him, admired him and loved him so much. His life was dedicated to his family and friends, laughter, adventure and bettering the world and human race altogether. Andy died doing what he knew and loved and to me that should give us all some kind of peace! I still will never understand why someone so good could be taken from us so early but I guess he was needed more somewhere else. Andy never will I forget your crazy faces you made, your love of life or the endless stories of growing up. I think that we all need to be a little like Andy, whether it's his crazy side his loving side or his just Andy side, I think that we could all try and make this world a better place. And I think that there would definately be a few more smiles around. My brother you were always a hero and forever will be. Love sister sam*********** Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for those who have taken the time to write inspiring stories about my brother and to the countless people who have sent cards, flowers, letters and phone calls, and to those who have helped out in so many ways. In a time like this you have all brought a smile to our faces. Thank you!

Posted by: Sam at April 17, 2004 06:34 PM (ZVhZS)

39 This is in response to the message posted by Myojo Jolobo April 20. This board is being utilized by family and friends as a means of paying tribute to a man who unknowingly touched and affected the lives of almost everyone he met in a positive way - mine included! He was a great friend and colleague. If Myojo Jolobo feels differently then I invite this person to contact me directly. Possibly we can meet in person and discuss these views in greater detail. Then I will relay my own! Don't worry about time and distance. Anyone who truly knew Andy wil already know that like Andy, his friends are always "just around the corner". So don't be concerned with the inconvenience - I will come to you! My sincerest condolences to Andy's family and friends. He will be missed.

Posted by: Dean Mooney at April 20, 2004 09:17 AM (3c0Oj)

40 This is in response to the message posted by Myojo Jolobo April 20. This board is being utilized by family and friends as a means of paying tribute to a man who unknowingly touched and affected the lives of almost everyone he met in a positive way - mine included! He was a great friend and colleague. If Myojo Jolobo feels differently, then I invite this person to contact me directly. Possibly we can meet in person and discuss these views in greater detail. Then I will relay my own! Don't worry about time and distance. Anyone who truly knew Andy will already understand, that like Andy, his friends are always "just around the corner". So don't be concerned with the inconvenience - I will come to you! My sincerest condolences to Andy's family and friends. He will be missed.

Posted by: Dean Mooney at April 20, 2004 09:21 AM (3c0Oj)

41 Sorry to every one who has lost him. I have relatives and friends who also dies in Iraq in defending their country. Thousands of women & children killed without mercy nor feelings. May Andy lie and rest in peace!!

Posted by: myojo jolobo at April 21, 2004 02:58 AM (NKlXt)

42 ... And want to know why actually he was killed, visit http://www.investigate911.com/itsbushstupid.htm

Posted by: myojo jolobo at April 21, 2004 05:54 AM (JUTZF)

43 myojo jolobo: The people that my nephew went to protect were trying to restore electricity to the people of Iraq. He was a friend of Iraq, not an enemy. These people would not go if someone was not "watching their back", he was not a mercenary, he was a security expert. Obviously he did his job, too well. This website is for family and friends paying tribute to Andy, a fine man. If you would like to discuss the details of the war, please find another website. My condolences for your loss too, I presume then that you understand that we are honouring the memory of our family member here. May I suggest that you do the same, somewhere else. Thank you.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 21, 2004 09:26 AM (EG0zQ)

44 June, sorry to be late to this party; I only got off work but you said everything I would have said anyway. myojo jolobo, today's bombing in Basra should remind you precisely who is killing Iraqis, and I too am angered at those who deliberately target civlians who are innocently going about their daily lives. I've never banned anyone before but my tolerance is limited and should not be confused with indecisiveness. You've backed away from the line and I am content with that, but the next time you cross it, you will be summarily banned.

Posted by: Debbye at April 21, 2004 03:47 PM (t+vAy)

45 I'm sorry to get carried away with what happening in Iraq. I'll backed away from this line. So sorry ...

Posted by: myojo jolobo at April 21, 2004 10:46 PM (223am)

46 I went to the gym the other day and ran into an old friend Brent H. He asked if I remembered Andy Bradsell. I said "now that's a name I haven't heard for a while" "how's he doing?" That is when I found out what happened. My deepest sympathies and condolences to the his family especially Samantha. I know it has been a long time but I often thought of you guys and the fun things we did back in the Knife and the few times I visited Sherwood Park. Winter Quading with Andy, the odd social gathering, master of puppets on 54th street (I think that was it), Tea time. I'm sure my bro has allot more than I do. Anarchy! God bless you Andy. -Ian PS still in YK, Firefighter www.ykfire.com

Posted by: Ian at April 22, 2004 12:15 AM (kOyOd)

47 I want to thank everyone that paid tribute to Andy on this website. He had such wonderful friends. I hope that he will be an inspiration to you, when you face the trials and tribulations of life, think of him and realize that no problem is to big to solve. You have life, which is a gift, cherish those close to you and try to live your life with the same gusto that Andy did. I am posting an e mail sent by Andy from Iraq. It was sent to his best friend Mike, giving his secrets about his wilderness experience and his love of hunting. I know that you will agree, he was an exceptional writer and an exceptional man.

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 28, 2004 12:37 PM (IVA4p)

48 Written by Andy Bradsell, e mailed from Iraq to his best friend Mike. When I'm sitting in a tree stand or a ground blind, in my own mind, I become the forest and the creatures that live in it. I'll look at a squirrel or a bird and plan where I'd go to next if I were them after seeing me...I wonder what they think of my presence as a human is in their home...I try my hardest to feel like the leaves of the trees and the branches that hold them...as this is what provides them the security they know. When I'm in the woods, I think of nothing but the contents of those woods...I never think of troubles or worries, I never think of exciting times or pleasures outside the woods...in my mind, those thoughts generate a field that is alien to the woods and the animals that reside there. I react to every movement and sound...as if I were the deer itself...not in physical movement...but in curiosity, alertness and pulse. I hear a branch snap and move my head slowly in that direction...everything in the forest freezes except the sound of crunching leaves or hooves on crusty snow...all movement freezes except for that of ears, antlers, tails or eyes...nothing else exists...nothing. Sometimes I stare and listen so hard and so long that when I finally decide that it must have just been a branch falling off of an old tree...all the sounds and movements of nature that were frozen by me in my search...thaw in a micro second and come back to life with such intensity that it makes me jump...like a very close thunder clap. When the light is beginning to fail...I ALWAYS use every entity of my being to summons the chick-a-dees...sometimes they never come. But...when they do come, and I always hear them first from a distance...they ALWAYS bring with them a glimpse of a deer...ALWAYS. If they ever land in the tree where I wait, that deer will present a shot for me...then...the choice is mine...do I...or don't I??? That, my friend, is me in the woods. Oscar............ .............................OUT!!!

Posted by: June Bradsell at April 28, 2004 12:43 PM (IVA4p)

49 A toast to the chick-a-dees! There are a couple of nests cohabiting my friend's house and that is now a very good thing. I've saved this email, from an expert mind. I don't know who Debbye is or how this site came about, but I just want Debbye to know how much its existence is appreciated. It is a beautiful legacy for a great guy and thank you for providing this opportunity for global recognition.

Posted by: Dan at May 01, 2004 12:52 AM (Hpefv)

50 Dan, I'm just somebody who read about Andy in the papers and wanted to recognize his heroism. The real value of this page lies in the comments and stories you all have contributed, and I thank you for teaching me more about Andy.

Posted by: Debbye at May 01, 2004 10:27 AM (aeiPR)

51 On behalf of myself, Pete Watts, Sam Murray, Marti and all the other Marines and locals that fondly remember Brad during his time in Plymouth, England. I would like to convey our deepest sympathies to all his family and friends. Remember him well....we do! Kindest regards

Posted by: Baz at May 06, 2004 04:07 PM (msRZG)

52 To Andys family from mine, to say sorry for your loss is not enough, but you have my deepest sympathies, regrets and condolences. I have been unable to post anything since i stumbled across this tribute a couple of weeks ago, i have been trying to find the right words but you cant procrastinate for ever. Bradsell was one of the very few men that I met in my life that impressed me, he had an aura that only those that knew him could understand, his professionalism and attitude to his career and his life was second to none, His humour was legendry and god forbid anyone take him on, we have all tried and no one i know, including myself could succeed. But it was his heart that always made him bigger than the rest of us, i have been humbled by things he has done. Through our time at the academy and pursuit of dreams around the world , you used to call me the mouth of the south, this time mate Im lost for words. I lost contact with Andy for some ridiculous reasons but i did speak to him about 6 months ago, Little john had just been born and i could feel his pride through the phone, he was the happiest i had ever heard him. To June, I know you were more than Andys Aunt, and you were so close, Im so sorry for your loss. To Andys Parents and sisters you created a unique indivual , my deepest sympathies for you loss. To Tasha and the girls, your husband and father was one of the best men I ever met, i know you completed his life I am very sorry he is gone. To The boys werever you all are remember the good, stand up raise your glasses and turn up those tunes for the man we all knew and loved Andy Bradsell. To And from me, To Us, To Those like Us and F..K all the rest!! Rest in Peace Mate. Ps. for moloblojob or whatever your name is get in touch, we'll have a pint !!!!!!!

Posted by: Armstrong at May 07, 2004 12:07 PM (pAByo)

53 I haven't been on here for a while, I thought that Andy's e mail from Iraq about his wilderness experience was the last thing on here. I am so happy to see postings from the Brits. Sam Murray and all his mates from there meant so much to Andy. You knew him so well, like only we did. If anyone can come back or make a difference from up there...it will be Andy, won't it. Thanks guys for your love of Andy and you remembrance of Andy. What a guy aye! For Armstrong...are you Neil? Thank you for your words and for saying that I was more than an aunt. You know, as I do that Andy was someone very special and that in some ways, it was Andy that made us all more special, better for knowing him, better for loving him.

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 10, 2004 02:35 AM (QIYYl)

54 June The post was from Andy Armstrong

Posted by: Armstrong at May 11, 2004 03:01 PM (SlvTh)

55 Hi to all of Andy's friends on here. Tasha would like to contact you all directly, to thank you and to share your thoughts and stories. I hope that you will all agree for me to pass on your e mail addresses to her. Let me know if it is ok. Debbye is kindly posting a picture of Andy and of his son John Hunter, who looks just like him...right down to the funny faces he pulls, you'll see. Thanks and love to you all. Auntie Juney

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 13, 2004 10:58 AM (S0ZeN)

56 I just noticed that the photo's are already on here at the top of the site before all your wonderful comments. The first photograph is with Tasha and Andy's mum and dad. The second of Hunter with his beautiful eyes, I tell you, when you look directly into his eyes you can see Andy so clearly and he has his great temperament too.

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 13, 2004 11:07 AM (S0ZeN)

57 Thank you for the posted pictures. Thank you for sharing these personal "shots in time". So much appreciated. I agree to passing on my email. Through this message board, I have also met a woman whose circumstances are very much like mine. I thank God (and Andy) for this very special contact I have made with this woman. June: I had emailed you about the "Victoria Tribute"....did you get my email? I am still waiting for a response from them and to hear back from you.

Posted by: Michelle at May 14, 2004 08:49 PM (PWzcw)

58 Hi Michelle, I think that your idea to have the Victoria Symphony Orchestra play a tribute to Andy at the event in August is very nice. I passed your e mail about it on to Tasha, she should be in touch. I also passed your other e mail on to Mike, as discussed. I live at the lake and my computer is on dial up and not always successful, let me know if you do not hear from them soon and I will phone. Best Regards to you and all.

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 16, 2004 05:08 PM (0kCpE)

59 Andy Bradsell, what can I say He was special in every way He lived, he loved, he laughed, he cried His life was a triumph and the way that he died In my life I will never meet, someone so special and so unique The love that we feel for him today, will never ever go away If he see's us from above, he will see and feel our love And, if he does I know he embraces all your loving, cherished faces But remember, if he is watching you, he will "kick your ass" when your feeling blue He would say, in his special way "cut the crap, and get on with your day" If you remember Andy the way that I do, you will live life..strong and true And whenever life just get's you down, remember he is still around No matter how bad it is, remember the saying that is his Carpe Diem, Seize the day...embrace it in your own special way Long may you reign in our hearts and in our minds Andy...I love you

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 18, 2004 07:04 AM (En2qu)

60 I will preface this post by saying that I havenÂ’t turned on the television or read the newspaper in several weeksÂ…. The strangest thing happened to me the other day...I passed by this young boy (he couldn't have been older than 15 or so) and he was wearing a shirt with "The Clash" on it. My first thought was that the kid had probably never even heard The Clash's music and then my second thought was Andy Bradsell. That is kind of how I remember Andy, at 15, with his spiked hair, earrings, British military jacket (adorned with The Clash and The Sex Pistols buttons) and of course his warm smile. The last time I saw Andy I was about 15 myself, but he isnÂ’t a person that you soon forget. He had such a presence about him. Â…It wasnÂ’t until today that I was reading a tribute to Andy in our local Victoria newspaper when I learned the news of his death. Needless to say, I was shocked. It was, however, interesting to me as I read the tribute and learned where his life had taken him, I wasnÂ’t the least bit surprised that he had joined the military and then subsequently became a highly skilled security expert. I am so proud that for him he had become a man so successful in his career, a husband and a father and a genuine hero. My sincere condolences go out to Andy's wife and children, his family and friends. Take care of yourselves and each other!

Posted by: Stephanie lee at May 20, 2004 12:52 AM (V5xQ2)

61 What can one say about Andy that has not already been said. I just learned of this surreal event today as I searched on the internet for a number to reach Andy at, as I lost contact with him and Mike over the last few years. I had the honor of having Andy instruct me in Edmonton. He was a man's, man. Andy was the kind of man that other men wanted to be. What else can I say.. I'm so sorry for the loss. My fondest memory of Andy was him stand on stage at a Pub in Edmonton leading the crowd in Swing Low Sweet Chariot, with all of the hand gestures. I have never met another like him. Swing Low Sweet charrriot...... My best to all, Kevin

Posted by: Kevin O'Connor at May 28, 2004 11:26 PM (5TA4q)

62 Stephanie and Kevin. Thank you for your kind words and for your fond remembrances of Andy. I too remember Andy's punk years, he was always so authentic even when he was a kid. He played the drums with passion and skill, just like he lived his life. Thank you for that memory of Andy doing the Swing Low Sweet Chariot song with the actions, I saw that too, many times. I believe that it is a British Royal Marines skit. He was awesome when he stood up there on that stage, larger than life with all the confidence of a man that knew who he was and was proud of who he was. We lost "the best of us" when we lost Andy and everyone that knew him understands what I mean. All I can say to all of you is, none of us know when our time is up but Andy lived life to the fullest and made the time that he did have worthwhile. Our family are devastated by our loss, I assumed the position on this website when others could not speak. In time they will be in touch with you all on an individual basis. Andy was a fine man and he had some fine friends..to you, his friends I send our love and thanks.

Posted by: June Bradsell at May 29, 2004 03:48 PM (EF4Mq)

63 Story of love, Story of Andy Feelings, who can deny them, who would deny them they are what make us who we are. Yet, a need to deny some feelings that I have lately is real. Deny grief, deny Andy’s death, to deny my lack of understanding of the greater picture. In my life, I will never know another like him, like Andy. Like a lighthouse, a beacon in the dark, a safe haven, of hope, of trust, a rock to cling to in the stormiest of seas. To lose him, is like losing the light, like being lost in the dark, in a massive ocean of darkness. We must learn to see in the dark, we must learn to find him in the darkness, must learn to find each other in the darkness. Ironically, Tasha’s dad chose this poem for the memorial service, he did not know that it is our family favourite: Sea Fever I must down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky, And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by, And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking, And a grey mist on the sea's face, and a grey dawn breaking. I must down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied; And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying, And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying. I must down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life, To the gull's way and the whale's way where the wind's like a whetted knife; And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over.

Posted by: June Bradsell at June 12, 2004 03:05 AM (dBqiX)

64 Story of love, Story of Andy Feelings, who can deny them, who would deny them they are what make us who we are. Yet, a need to deny some feelings that I have lately is real. Deny grief, deny Andy's death, to deny my lack of understanding of the greater picture. In my life, I will never know another like him, like Andy. Like a lighthouse, a beacon in the dark, a safe haven, of hope, of trust, a rock to cling to in the stormiest of seas. To lose him, is like losing the light, like being lost in the dark, in a massive ocean of darkness. We must learn to see in the dark, we must learn to find him in the darkness, must learn to find each other in the darkness. Ironically, Tasha's dad chose this poem for the memorial service, he did not know that it is our family favourite: Sea Fever I must down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky, And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by, And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking, And a grey mist on the sea's face, and a grey dawn breaking. I must down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied; And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying, And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying. I must down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life, To the gull's way and the whale's way where the wind's like a whetted knife; And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over.

Posted by: June Bradsell at June 12, 2004 03:13 AM (dBqiX)

65 To Tasha & all Andy's family, I wish you all the best at this very sad time. I am the Aussie friend of Mae . June , you know who I am talking about. My nephew Peter , was with Andy when he was killed. He too ,is ex special forces working in Iraq and let me tell you all, Andy is indeed a true hero, and that is from Peter who was with him in the other vehicle. Andy & Pete became best friends from the very first day they met. Peter was home for 4 weeks & has just gone back last sunday. these guys are doing an amazing job , to help Iraq get back on its feet, to help the iraqi people, and I just want to say how , we here in Australia are very proud of all the guys like Andy & Peter and their mates for the job they are doing. Peter will go to Canada in January 2005 to visit Tasha and meet the rest of Andy's family. I have read all the other posts and Peter was right, when he said , the world has lost one amazing, kind, gentle man. warmest regards Gaz Australia.

Posted by: Gary White at July 10, 2004 08:40 PM (oEinn)

66 Gary, the strange coincidence of our finding out that Pete and Andy meeting in Iraq. Andy too, had written to his family about his great new friends. I am so happy that Andy was amongst people that he cared greatly about and obviously they felt the same way too. We look forward to meeting Pete, we wish it could have been different with him visiting Andy and no doubt fishing and drinking a few pints! It is very strange, maybe yet another message from Andy that we would never have made this connection, all the way from Australia, had you not known my best friend Mae. Thank you for passing on the e mail to me from Pete. I would like to get directly in touch with him but will e mail you privately to arrange that. Pete will be safe with Andy watching over him. Auntie June

Posted by: June Bradsell at July 12, 2004 04:35 PM (Kwl0l)

67 I have just heard about your loss. Andy and I knew each other, when he was in commando training back in 89.We had a lot of fun out on the town. I will remember him. Take care

Posted by: troy robson at July 27, 2004 11:23 AM (KHzhK)

68 Andy was a true friend. Sometimes words just arent enough for a man like Andy, A true force of nature who had a big impact on me and a lot of other people. I always thought our paths would cross again sometime in the future. It was only on Saturday night that I was talking to a mate about Andy and how much he meant to me. Andy exemplified the commando spirit: He worked hard and he played hard. He was totally selfless and wouldnt hesitate to help a mate out in trouble. The world is a quieter place without him. My thoughts go out to the Bradsell family and Tasha & the kids. A friend always Per Mare Pere Terram Tris Gallagher

Posted by: Tris Gallagher at July 29, 2004 07:39 PM (X8gnr)

69 Andy was my friend. We went through commando training together and its under those conditions that you realise exactly who your friends are. He exemplified what it is to be a Royal Marine. He worked hard and he played hard. He was completly selfless and no matter how hard it got he always had a smile on his face at the end of it. So many good times... Im going to miss Andy a lot, he was a force of nature and he brought a lot of laughter into my life. I raise a glass to you Andy. Take it easy bro Tris Gallagher "High Flight" Oh! I have slipped the surly bonds of earth And danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings; Sunward I've climbed, and joined the tumbling mirth Of sun-split clouds - and done a hundred things You have not dreamed of - wheeled and soared and swung High in the sunlit silence. Hov'ring there, I've chased the shouting wind along, and flung My eager craft through footless halls of air. Up, up the long, delirious, burning blue I've topped the wind-swept heights with easy grace Where never lark, or even eagle flew - And, while with silent lifting mind I've trod The high untrespassed sanctity of space, Put out my hand and touched the face of God. John Gillespie Magee, Jr.

Posted by: Tris Gallagher at July 29, 2004 10:09 PM (X8gnr)

70 Thank you lads, this means a lot to us. The poem is wonderful. Andy liked Rudyard Kipling, in fact that is who he said he was on his answer machine! This poem "If" is something that I think he would say to his kids, I have saved it for them. Love and best wishes to you all and may your own lives be a tribute to Andy. IF If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs, and blaming it on you If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting, too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good nor talk to wise; If you can dream and not make dreams your master, If you can think, and not make thoughts your aim, If you can meet with triumph and disaster, And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn out tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings, And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings, And never breathe a word about your loss... If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the will which says to them "Hold On!" If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings-nor lose the common touch, If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds' worth of distance run, Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And-which is more-you'll be a man, my Son! RUDYARD KIPLING

Posted by: June Bradsell at August 04, 2004 01:17 PM (U08Ye)

71 I WHEN TO SALISBURY HIGH SCHOOL WITH ANDY .........JAKE,SCOTT M,DAMION,JAMES J,MARK H ,SHAUN P. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER ANDY AS THE TALL BLOND SPIKEY HAIRED PUNK ROCKER (BLACKBETTY ....WAS HIS SONG) IN HIGH SCHOOL WE WERE ALL TRYING TO FIND WHO WE WERE AT THAT TIME...........I REMEMBER ANDY HAD THAT DOWN IN SPADES..........AN ALMOST ICONIC CHARACTER........GOOD LOOKING GUY WITH THESE PIERCING EYES WHEN HE WOULD LOOK AT YOU ........AND A WARM SMILE. I REMEMBER JAMMING WITH HIM ........I PLAYED GUITAR........ HE WOULD PLAY DRUMS WE WOULD GO ON THESE ADVENTURES IN THE WILDERNESS.........BOTH OF US WITH OUR PELLET GUNS AND THE KNIVES WE COLLECTED...........WE WENT HUNTING BIRDS IN THE BROADMOOR GOLF COURSE IN SHERWOOD PARK..........I WILL NEVER FORGET IT AS LONG AS I LIVE............THAT DAY I KILLED MY FIRST BIRD .........IT IS SOMETHING YOU NEVER FORGET.........I HAVE NEVER KILLED ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE SINCE, AND NEVER WILL ...........YOU ARE A HUNTER OR YOU ARE NOT......... ANDY, WAS A HUNTER YOU COULD SEE IT IN HIM .........IT WAS VERY STRONG. IN LATER YEARS, I LEARNED OF HIS MANY ACHEIVEMENTS........WHEN WE WERE ALL IN OUR 20'S WITH OUR MEDIOCRE LIVES .....ANDY WAS OFF LIVING/WORKING DOING THINGS I STILL CAN NOT MATCH NOW 10 YEARS LATER.......ANDY WAS AHEAD OF HIS TIME, ALWAYS PUSHING THE BOUNDARIES OF WHAT WAS POSSIBLE.......... I LEARNED OF THE PASSING OF ANDY AND OF MIKE HARVEY FROM A GOOD FRIEND (SHAUN PAYNE).........BOTH OF THEM IN THEIR EARLY THIRTIES............IF WE, THE LIVING CAN LEARN SOMETHING FROM THIS........ I THINK IT WOULD BE: WE ARE NOT PROMISED 85 YEARS ON THIS PLANET...........YOU DO NOT KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE YOUR TIME ..........SO DO THE THINGS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO YOU, MAKE A DIFFERENCE,LIVE ON PURPOSE .......... ANDY, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU AS THE SPIKEY HAIRED PUNK ROCKER...........A FIRECRACKER OF ENERGY........I MISS YOU BRO -KIMBLE ZADEREY

Posted by: KIMBLE ZADEREY at September 10, 2004 09:41 PM (c3r7P)

72 Hi Kimble, thank you for your posting and sharing your memories from the high school days. You were all a bunch of characters, each one different in their own way. No one, less or more important or unique. Andy was indeed a ring leader but you have to have a ring to lead. He certainly did make his life count, he was an adventurer by nature. His greatest achievement though was his love of his friends and family and precious memories remain for all of us. On Sunday we went to scatter Andy's ashes at his favourite hunting spot which he named Ridge Runner. It is near Hanna but to see it you would think that it is Africa, I can understand why he loved it so much. The semi desertlike terrain with cactus and sage, the antelope and deer in abundance and running free like the savannah. The steep bare hills with deep crevice etched, rolling down to the river swollen and flowing fast. Few trees but those there stand alone, shaped by the wind and weather. One almost expected to see a giraffe or a zebra. Eagles circled high above effortlessly, catching the currents without flapping a wing. It is, in many ways, like Andy himself, natural yet spectacular. Sometime, you must go and see it for yourself. I wrote this yesterday to describe the feeling that I, and other members of our family had after we had fulfilled Andy's final wishes. Ridge Runner The storm passes and the clouds break Radiant sun rays filter through, warming the earth Drying the ground and our tears A calm descends upon the universe and seeps into our hearts Like a mother reassuring a child that all is well A new awakening with eyes, hearts and minds open An acceptance that we do not understand everything Faith requiring no explanation Love with no borders between life and death A wondrous soul absorbed into those it treasures with body freed into paradise Maybe this should be the final entry in this website, we will heal but not forget ANDY BRADSELL

Posted by: June Bradsell at September 14, 2004 10:32 AM (jBc7B)

73 I have just recently read about Andy, and it positively made me feel sick. As everyone has said...he was an incredible person. I have never met anyone so charged, as Andy Bradsell. I had the honour of having him train me in Edmonton, and it was the most exhilerating experience of my life, not to mention meeting him and Sam etc. This is such a tragedy, and I am truly sorry for this loss, to his family. I cannot even fathom trying to deal with losing a person so vibrant! May he be in your thoughts and your hearts forever!

Posted by: Tracy Taylor at September 22, 2004 07:16 PM (y6Yrd)

74 Well.. it's been a whole six months now and, though I've soaked up all your words, I could not bring myself to write any. I can only say thank-you to everyone who posted a message here. I knew I'd married a magnificent man ... a man who changed people's perspectives. I love him still, I'll love him always, and his children will grow up knowing their father was a hero. Though he'd never want it this way, he would be proud of how he is honoured by you all. Do you remember his smile? The one that said "I know?" Keep in your minds that, though the risk of individuality can be high, there is no life richer than one that insists on freedom. Thanks Deb and June for letting us express our thoughts. Tasha

Posted by: Tasha at October 02, 2004 02:31 AM (rp6r3)

75 Well.. it's been a whole six months now and, though I've soaked up all your words, I could not bring myself to write any. I can only say thank-you to everyone who posted a message here. I knew I'd married a magnificent man ... a man who changed people's perspectives. I love him still, I'll love him always, and his children will grow up knowing their father was a hero. Though he'd never want it this way, he would be proud of how he is honoured by you all. Do you remember his smile? The one that said "I know?" Keep in your minds that, though the risk of individuality can be high, there is no life richer than one that insists on freedom. Thanks Deb and June for letting us express our thoughts. Tasha

Posted by: Tasha at October 02, 2004 02:34 AM (rp6r3)

76 ONE CROWDED HOUR..OF GLORIOUS LIFE IS WORTH AN AGE..WITHOUT AN AIM

Posted by: June Bradsell at November 13, 2004 07:13 AM (ePtIm)

77 Tasha, June: This of you I ask. Please do not remove this web site despite thoughts of its "ending of tributes" to Andy. My own very fight goes on, and I look to this site for strength and reassurance in myself on an ongoing basis for what Andy meant to me and gave me in our short knowing of one another. He knew far more about me than I did of him, but he was very open about his life and his feelings. If only I had heeded his advice....if only he had heeded others advice? He is in another realm now, but still with us. I continue my own struggle of the hard facts of reality slamming me in the face. Andy, you were right, and far more knowledgable of the "system" I found myself in. Despite this Andy, you spent all the time we had together reassuring me, pointing things out to me, and during the "waiting times" (of which there were many spent waiting in court), you loved to talk about your wife and children. I loved hearing about them, as it was so refreshing that love and someone who would truly love one another's children outside of biology could actually be found. Something I had been searching for all my adult life, with profoundly negative outcomes. Every good-bye with Andy, for the time being, was with a big hug and a kiss on the forehead by him. We both hoped there would not be another, under those particular circumstances. Well, for me there are yet more, without Andy. Thank you for this site, where I can visit and read and see and remember, this man who came into my life for such a short but meaningful time. This isn't over for me. I anticipate it isn't over for any of us. May love, kindness, empathy, and support....those qualities I found in my friend Andy, be with you all. Tasha: I smile when I hear your words and know that you love him still and will always love him. Andy will go on and on, despite the physical distance between you now, I know you will love him for the rest of your life, as you will love another as well. With much love and caring, Michelle

Posted by: Michelle at November 13, 2004 08:06 PM (RhA0p)

78 Why? Why does the sun rise and give light, Only to set again too soon? Why do stars twinkle so bright, Only to pass away with the moon? Why does a rainbow appear with colors to show, Only to fade for no apparent reason? Why does a flower take so long to grow, Only to wilt during winter season? Why does snow fall so mysteriously and lay, Only to change and then melt? Why do people enter our lives along the way, Only to leave us when they knew how we felt? I guess no one will really know why, but God above. But we should be happy for all those creations We had some time to know and to love.

Posted by: A Poem at November 15, 2004 09:59 PM (HRLPv)

79 I only came upon this terrible news as I searched for a contact address for my friend Tasha, whom I haven't spoken to in years. Tasha my thoughts are with you and the children and Andy's family. I'm sorry I never knew Andy; from what I've read I'm sure he would have enriched my life. Pierre

Posted by: Pierre Maheux at December 11, 2004 10:16 PM (KoG5u)

80 Dear Ms. Larson, I had written a letter of condolence when I had heard of the tragedy in Iraq and I forwarded it to a Mr. Garth Dunn who I'm sure had forwarded it on to you. Regardless, today I came across this message board and I felt I should post the letter here to ensure that my thoughts of Andy will be communicated. Letter: I have heard with deep regret of the death of your husband, Mr. Andy Bradsell. I trained under Andy at the International Academy of Security and Close Protection in Edmonton in 1998, and consequently worked with him under the Canadian International Security Corporation for the remainder of that year. I was a young man then, and he became my mentor at a time when I needed one the most. He changed the way I think about life and the way I live my life, two precious gifts that are rare to come by. What Andy stood for and the knowledge he imparted to me, and to others that have trained and worked with him, lives on in many ways. The knowledge and confidence he gave me has helped me to protect others as well as to help others in need during emergencies. The actions of his life and untimely death have taught me a new lesson and again he has provided me a mentor to look up to. That lesson is to live life to the fullest, to strive to be your best at whatever you put your mind to, and to always, above all, hold your loved ones close. I am sure he was as great a father and husband as he was a friend and leader, and the world will be forever changed in his absence. I will be unable to attend the memorial for Andy at Royal Roads University, but I still wish to let you know that he will be in my prayers and memories and will forever be a mentor for me to live up to. With deepest sympathies, Kieran Quirke

Posted by: Kieran Quirke at December 28, 2004 05:28 PM (rp6r3)

81 I just happened accross a flyer in some old paperwork of mine today, Ran accross andy's name and had some fond memories of a close protection course he taught me 9 years ago. He will be missed, By me and by my students I now teach, as some of his life lessons he taught me I still pass on to this day. my best wishes to his family. Lucter-et-emergo "brighter hence the honour"

Posted by: Sifu C Watt at January 15, 2005 03:27 PM (zuQtX)

82 I just wanted to say my thoughts and prayers go out to the Bradsell family and Im deeply sorry for your loss.

Posted by: Harlan at January 22, 2005 12:22 AM (sY9zK)

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Mar. 30 - Another chapter in the Greg Sorbara and his not-conflict-of-interest story: Sorbara loses TSE role:

Ontario Finance Minister Greg Sorbara was quietly stripped of his responsibility to oversee the Toronto Stock Exchange after it was publicly tied to an investigation of the company he recently directed. Premier Dalton McGuinty also pulled Sorbara's role as overseer of the Toronto Futures Act that same day, March 4, after news broke that the TSE had advised Royal Group Technologies in December that it did not have to admit publicly it was under investigation.

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1 Tues April 27th 2004 from Aurora Ontario To my MPP Greg Sorbara & as an open Letter to the Public, Maybe I saw you out & about the riding Monday as I saw a vehicle with " Sorbara" licence plates on Wellington. You could work on your budget but I know there are many other people who know about what really happened at Darlington & Pickering, John Spears tried to tell us in the Toronto Star on Saturday. Will you be making this information available to the Public Wed & Thurs this week & next month at the Public Information Centres for the supply of York Region which would be of GREAT interest to the Canadian public since the BLACKOUT ? How Long are you going to keep this information from the USA & Canadian public ? Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2 P.S. Take a good look at what MPP Frank Klees did in 1995 & how many people have suffered for his NoN action. eg. This is an explanation for the above referenced document. When my story does get out into the open, I am going to futher supply detailed information(s) about corruption & mismanagement. Who was involved with the above. But NOW with a newly elected Liberal government & Finance Minister Greg Sorbara who(m) doesn't want to deal with it. He knows I'm saying the truth... They say, " The Truth shall Set You Free ". Greg also knows what documents are in my possestion as he's also my MPP & that's the reason he's SILENT about me. Would ANYBODY in Canada NOT stick their neck out for Canadians' if the matters outlined above were NOT in fact TRUE ? If ANYBODY thinks the above isn't true, maybe then they should audit the past provincial Auditor Peters who had us thrown out of his office when we provided the TRUE details of the REAL DEBT because if he isn't TOLD the information, then the Public doesn't have to be told like the Auditor General in Ottawa has just done. Why would anybody think I can openly & publically critcize MPP Frank Klees unless the above informations were false ???

Posted by: Joe Fancsali in Aurora at May 10, 2004 03:12 AM (eFc/2)

2 Open Letter Tuesday April 20th 2004, To : Greg Sorbara & Dalton McGuinty < Premier > MPP's re: Sunday April 18th 2004 my people's Holocaust memorial They mention in the Toronto Sun on Monday that we are NOT forgotten But when I was a little boy on Hungary, Holocaust victims told me, NEVER NEVER again. This is the reason I can stand up in Canada against BIG Unions & the previous governments, they thought they got me but my soul is still with Canadians & I standing up & die for what I believe, even we they Kangaroo Court me, they can do anything to me but I have evidence of Tory WATERGATE & Canadian pension surplus disappearance into the USA. My Union president Mr. Madaloni & Union Manager Sean O'Ryan crucify me but now they've been charged with the 4th BIGGEST Corruption, in USA, which was overlooked in Canada & they made this Jew a sacrificial lamb. To help make everybody understand, St. Lawrence Seaway was a Canadian & USA joint venture that cost about 1 Billion dollars, mostly done a Canadian workforce. Question is why Canadian company Comstock was sold to an American firm when it appears that there were Canadian firms available that could do the same work, also why is the Overrun of Number 1 reactor at Pickering A over 3 Billion dollars, I never heard Premier Dalton McGuinty speak about recovering the taxpayers money for this. Don't the Taxpayers deserve to know about this ? In my case, I had to cheat to survive & they did a Kangaroo Court & they already collecting money without giving me a chance to defend myself. In Canada or in the Parliament, You are Innocent until proven Guilty. I have a right to say this, as I grew up in a System that was ALL a Dictatorship & they used a similar tactic there to what has just occurred here with the above referenced example & others that can be found if looked for... eg. This is NOT a one of situation since I've heard others have had the same treatment. Regards, Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2 P.S. To anyone's attention that reads this, this is NOT an accusation or Witch Hunt or another politician putting up against my friend MPP Frank Klees or anybody this is only for information purposes so I & my family can get justice & to avoid other situations like mine which could possibly be the cause of a break out of a violent reaction from others in a similar situation. Please cc: Rita Ilsass York Region Social Services Department as I don't have an email address for her

Posted by: Joe in Aurora at May 10, 2004 03:15 AM (eFc/2)

3 Subject: Joe's Open Letter : Dalton McGuinty Date: Sat Apr 24 2004 Subject : Open Letter to Canadians especially to ALL Ontarions My Fellow Canadians , with the Scandal going on in Ottawa, Queen's Park will NOT be far behind. Who is going to suffer the most ? THE TAXPAYERS It doesn't matter what the News media says about me My example & the TRUTH speaks louder. & if Anybody thinks that we live in a Democratic society with (Y) our governments acting with the interests of YOU, the private citizens first So if the provincial government(s) don't act on these informations that has been supplied to them since the mid 1990's, we are really close to what Germany experienced in the 1930's with the rise of Adolf Hitler... Does anybody understand the ramifications of why Lenny Bloom was taken off the GTA radio show 640 AM " Cloak & Dagger " ? As it took seven years for the Canadian natives Dudley George case to begin. My questions to Premier Dalton McQuinty are, Doesn't some of this country of Canada belong to the natives since they were here first ? In my case, hasn't this Jew < me > suffered enough in my native Hungary ? I could have accepted bribes & went away in silence & allowed Mike Harris & you Dalton McQuinty to tell whatever fairy tale your people behind the scenes wanted the public to be told BUT you can go ask ex-Auditor Peter when we went to see him over six years ago about the abusing of over 6 BILLION dollars of Taxpayers money, you don't make a mention of it, then or now when ALL I was doing with my situation was trying to survive. You are dealing with the SON of a Holacaust victim who'se a " SURVIVOR ". So how are you able to run Ontario with Greg Sorbara from Queen's Park when you are keeping the TRUTH from other Canadians. Did your Dad do the same ? My questions to the World Leaders is, In Canada, if you stick your life out for other Canadians' interests, it appears that the system is designed to SILENCE us & murderers AND rapists have MORE rights than the rest of Canada ? If Queen's Park want's to " accidently LOOSE " my documents via shredding or some other method that seems to have happened with the ONGOING Scandal in Ottawa, these details are already filed in Washington USA by Federal people there & some of the details are already available on the Web via the state of Florida. So PLEASE don't forget that Hilter tried to destroy ALL the Jews & we're still around doing right for Society. Regards Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2

Posted by: Jozsef Fancsali at May 10, 2004 03:18 AM (eFc/2)

4 Jacqueline Clute Thursday April 15th 2004 Member ID : 104162565 & 204990048 This letter is to reply to a notice of decision from Jacqueline Clute as an Eligibility Review Officer Topic : We live in Canada & because a person holds a title, they still have to respect the law of the Land whichever position you hold &/or your financial postion eg. whether you're poor or rich It appears you have declared me guilty & sentenced me before any review of the particulars before a neutral body. Canadians like my self appear to have misunderstood something then. Please confirm that we are NOT innocent before being convicted. This will make for VERY interesting case law for the future of Canada. Especially when the case of Kimberly Rogers who had an inquiry after she committed suicide. Do more Canadians have to die before similar actions like what you appear to be also doing to me with the above referenced case ID #'s ? Especially, my worker 204 Mrs. Elizabeth Peppen who is fully aware of my Background & why & how I ended up in the York Region Welfare system. Ex-Premier Mike Harris & Frank Klees MPP's & Union Local 46 Manager Sean O'Ryan & others have ALL been involved in the Tory Watergate. So NOT to come out into the open, they sacrificied me & tried to terrify me to STOP & go away but I love people, I love Canada & afer all I Love GOD to help the unfortunate peoples' who 1 reason or the other cannot fight back or stand up for them selves. Regards Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2 P.S. Jews ALL over the world have experienced this type of predudice in the past. In my case, my parents gave me my mother's name so that the Nazi's couldn't harm to me just like they did to my 500,000 Hungarian brothers & sisters'. It appears that these type of actions are happening again here in Canada.

Posted by: Aurora Joe at May 10, 2004 03:21 AM (eFc/2)

5 Jacqueline Clute Thank You for your letter of April 6th 2004 confirming that you will retroactively be reviewing my case file. Many people are watching now as they also have files that have been denied back dating of monies owed to them from various provincial & federal ministries Your confirmation that files can in fact be varied in a backdating manner will probably be precident setting for the province of Ontario & Canada. This will serve as confirmation that we are happy that you will be making this review process for ALL the people of Canada & will serve to help many Canadians who(m) have been impoverished because of lack of this process Regards Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2

Posted by: Aurora Joe at May 10, 2004 03:22 AM (eFc/2)

6 This is further to the $100 MILLION missing in OMER's Pension money newstory on the Front page of the Globe & Mail today,May 3rd see http://www.globeandmail.ca/ May 3rd 2004 Aurora Ontario Open Letter to the Finance Minister Greg Sorbara & both party leaders at Queen's Park This is to open Canadian's people's eyes before the Ontario Budget & ALL this Liberal government decision that I have confidential information with both party knowledge hiding from the Ontario public. by Jozsef Fanscali I have to make this public because it involves Billions of Dollars of which my family & my life is at Stake. One of the reasons I say that my life is at stake is, Ex-Auditor General Peter made a deficit for Ontario & the Finance Minister Greg Sorbara is making his Budget this month based on information supplied by Peter's. I can state it openly, six or seven years ago, the then Auditor General Peter would have NOTHING to do with me &/or other victims when we presented evidence of mis-use of Public < TaxPayers > Funds at Ontario Hydro. The 2nd reason : I can connect Ex Local 46 Manager Sean O'Ryan & Ex Premier Mike Harris & MPP Frank Klees & others to the Ontario Pension Ministry Board. These are the same people who cricified this son of a Haulicast Victim in 1995. When the people let the USA Labout dept. know about the going's on up here with my ex Union, they acted promptly & properly with the information they reiceved but in Canada, even with ALL the corruption happening in Ottawa & with the police on Toronto, still sacrificing me when I was only trying to keep my family together. Feel free to contact my ex-worker 204 Elizabeth Peppen at York Region. This is just a sample of what I've had to put up with over the last 13 years to stand up for other Canadians' & NOT be selfish & just stand for myself. This standing too difficult for MPP's & MP's & future Candidates to understand because most of them say they've NEVER NEVER experienced what I've gone thru in the Communist & Canadian system, so if overlook this warning, this will effect most Canadians' , because my story involves Ontario Hydro & future Baby Boomers Pension monies & Ontario Human Right's & also your local hospitals & schools as there won't be any money left to help fund them from the province because these monies & more have already left the Country to destinations of Off Shore banks etc. This is the reason that I've made these informations public because I feel that I must share this information with fellow Canadian's vs the fiction my MPP Greg Sorbara will probably attempt to mis-lead the public vs the reality of what I'm sharing with YOU the public since IT's YOUR money that they're PLAYING with. Canadian's lives are at RISK now, when it's YOUR turn, do YOU want the same ? Sincerely, Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2 P.S. Whoever reads this information, please feel free to investigate further & share with others as it soon maybe your turn like my fellow Jews & the Nazi's. I've been on Live radio talk shows here in Toronto at 640am with people like Lenny Bloom & others who are connected & have been on the Cloak & Dagger show & know MUCH MUCH more about MANY other things that haven't been contained here but you can research it yourselves via his Dacia WebSite etc. eg. http://www.nlpc.org

Posted by: Jozsef Fanscali at May 10, 2004 03:24 AM (eFc/2)

7 Open Public Letter from Aurora Joe To my MPP & Ontario Finance Minister Greg Sorbara May 14 2004 Topic : When You're Poor &/or Got NO Name in Canada For many years many Canadians like me have NOT gotten Anywhere with the British Colonial Court System we have here with NO possible resolution by the World Courts because we can't go there yet to uncloak what really goes on here in Canada vs what the rest of the world thinks because the News Media chooses NOT to expose these types of events. However, at election time the PEOPLE do read my TRUTH papers & are VERY appreciative of the informations I disseminate to the Voting public. This is how I got to know the REAL you, inside yourself Mr. Greg Sorbara... The people came to CALL me the REAL Mr. Greg Sorbara vs who you portray yourself to the people, someone like the fictional character from the BBC TV show " Yes Minister " where the assistant Humphrey portrays himself to be " THE Servant " of the public but he appears to serve himself & others in the Civil Service more than the public they were hired to serve. The Family & friends of Dudley George took almost 7 years to get a REAL investigation started & this is an example for the PEOPLE to see WHY & WONDER if a similar thing happened to them if JUSTICE would take as LONG. Over the YEARS in Canada there have been MANY other GROSS unjustices There seems to be two systems YOUR System & one for the POOR, Mr. Sorbara. The one you appear to be following doesn't appear to be the same one that the unamed POOR are forced to follow. Many details of what you & your friends have been up to appears to be MisRepresented or Covered up because of the system we have here in Canada. If we're NOT like YOU & have access to GREAT amounts of Funds or FRIENDS in High Places, Justice appears to be absent for people like me. This JEW will NEVER give Up for Canadians, especially when are Dying & Suffering Canadians because of our present system. So with GOD in me & with my evidence that your Ontario Government & the last one have chosen to ignore I continue on what I'm doing for the YOUR people, in this beautiful Country of OURS called Canada. There are MANY of us including Mr. Lenny Bloom, a HOST of the Cloak & Dagger show. Now the EXPOSURE of the Corruption OnGoing on Ottawa, it's ONLY a short time until MPP Frank Klees will start to bring out what's really happening here in Ontario & join us getting my STORY Out to the PUBLIC & others WILL KNOW the YOU kept these secrets. Remember... God is Good by Joe Fancsali 156 Milestone Crescent Aurora ON L4G 3M2 Please cc to the President of SouthLake Hospital in Newmarket as BackGround to what I was attempting to do by way of my explanation of my Political Involvement. Details of ALL the information I havehas NOT been completely Outlined above. However, we have MANY troubles that include his deficit $ 16 million dollar Budget. My main purpose is to show Canadians how easy it is to make a LAW against the POOR & Taxpayers. This is my part to help Canadians & I can do it for ALL if our Finance Minister makes an example of how Crippled people like myself have to suffer with minimal support payments & others recieve almost a Million dollars in Separation payments when the leave Government. Hopefully, when the Minister does his Budget, he takes these matters into account so that others like myself aren't hurt further with the possible rumours surrounding the REAL deficit.

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Canada vs. Denmark (Update)

Mar. 30 - Cooler heads are trying to prevail: Danes summon envoy over Arctic fight:

Canada's top remaining diplomat in Denmark was called before the Royal Danish Ministry of Foreign Affairs yesterday to discuss the disputed territory of Hans Island, a barren rock in the high Arctic.

The Danes have said they will take exception if Canadian soldiers step ashore at Hans Island.

If it comes to war, the proud but cash-strapped Canadian military will come up against the better armed Danish army and navy and, if the Danes get really nasty, them.

(Post link via Jack's Newswatch, second link from Tuning Spork.)

Apr. 1 11:37: There is no dispute, there is no crisis according to a spokesman for the Danish Navy. Cuts to Canada's military means that there is no spokesman available for a response from the Canadian Navy.

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Auditor-General's Report on Security

Mar. 30 - Auditor finds major gaps in security. Really? Let's see:

The auditor general said, for example, border guards should know more about missing passports.
About 25,000 passports are lost or stolen each year, and front-line officers have no access to information about them, the report says.

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More hate crimes in Toronto?

Mar. 30 - This is very strange: Swastikas at blast site:

Swastikas were found spray-painted in the fire-gutted office of a company owned by a Muslim businessman in a Woodbridge industrial strip mall. Police suspect an arsonist was responsible for an explosion at 11 p.m. on Sunday inside one of 19 units at 910 Rowntree Dairy Rd. -- southeast of Hwy. 7 and Pine Valley Dr. -- that blew out windows and doors at the front and rear of Central Pallet.

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Anti-terrorist raid in London

Mar. 30 - Robert is keeping abreast of developments in the raid that netted half a ton of ammonium nitrate in London, England here. He'll be updating as more information comes out, so keep checking. (Time zones - I guess it's 10 p.m. there?)

He's also following the raid in Ottawa and notes:

When they are arresting people even in Canada, you have to suspect that "things" are really "going on."

CBC Newsworld is responding as we'd expect: they've described the chemicals seized in the UK as "a large amount" - and interviewed one of those questioned in Ottawa who said the RCMP had machine guns when they approached the house. Machine guns? On second thought, I'll let that one pass.

The CBC link for the Ottawa raid is here. It provides little information but makes it up for that with lots of nuanced information.

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Canadian Justice (Updated)

Mar. 30 - What's wrong with this picture? The city is undergoing its ritualistic mea culpas over the death of Cecilia Zhang and a monster is sentenced:

A former Kingston escort-agency operator admitted he once pimped his own wife and stepdaughter, and molested children aged four to 17 years old. "These were young males of tender and impressionable years," said Mr. Justice Arthur Gans in sentencing Shawn Bansfield, 47, to the equivalent of eight years and four months for three sexual-abuse offences and keeping a common bawdy house charges.
"You better govern yourself accordingly or you'll spend the rest of your living days in (prison)," Gans said.
Bansfield, who has 49 previous criminal convictions and four prior sexual offences, had never been sentenced to more than a year in jail, said Crown attorney Mary Humphrey.

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March 29, 2004

American Girl With Pride

Mar. 29 - America, stand up and salute 14-year old Laura Elfman, the young American student living in Canada who was booed while carrying her country's flag in Montreal last week.

Some of us were pretty het up about that incident, but there was probably another feeling inside, one we didn't talk about, and Laura did exactly what we knew she'd do once we realized this was the second year this had happened to her yet she was carrying Old Glory again.

"Try it again, because you will feel better. It makes you feel strong," she said.
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Laura, who doesn't follow politics, acknowledged that last year she ran off the stage in tears.
But contrary to news reports, this year: "I stood up for myself" and in no way left the stage crying, she said.
"I said, 'Hi, my name is Laura,' and when people were booing, I was talking over them (into the microphone), and I said, 'and I'm very, very proud to be holding the United States of America flag.' "

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1 What gets me is that this is the second year in a row that the school pulled this stunt - they knew she got booed last year, but went ahead and held the same program and (as far as I can tell) didn't try to enforce any behavior standards among the students. This being Canada, I wonder if some of the teachers weren't rather enjoying the booing as well. Brava Laura - I'm glad she has guts. And I'm glad to hear she's returning Stateside for school next year. Life is tough enough at that age without having to put up with school-sanctioned bullying as well.

Posted by: Anne at March 29, 2004 07:03 PM (H2cuL)

2 Anne, I know it hurts that kids like Laura have to contend with idiots just because she honours and loves her country, but that is the way it is outside of the USA and it's a fight we must press. Knowing how the schools think up here, they probably encouraged Laura not to participate because they were worried about "her self-esteem." They really and truly don't understand that taking that easy path would have hurt her far more. Remember when the President said back in Sept., 2001, that we would inspire others by our courage? That's one of the ways we'll win this thing, and hot damn! I think Laura has scored one for the USA. I'm also an incurably sentimental romantic!

Posted by: Debbye at March 29, 2004 09:55 PM (cowNW)

3 I think this is a great story too, because Laura recognized that the outburst of a few doesn't represent the majority. Still, it would have been nice for someone to show a little authority, which doesn't mean taking away a person's right to protest, but it should remove the mask of anonimity that coward gain false courage from. Hold that flag high my dear; you are a worthy standard bearer.

Posted by: John H at March 30, 2004 01:02 AM (XNPTM)

4 Good story. But the issue is really about our attitude toward the United States, not Laura's courage. Let's say the country had been one we don't admire, like North Korea. What would you have thought of the girl who continued to stand up and be counted when booed. You probably would have considered her a dupe and only secretly admired her courage. Look what happened when Bill Maher said the 911 killers weren't cowards.

Posted by: Canadian Headhunter at March 30, 2004 08:19 AM (10VJV)

5 Michael, you are right to point out that there are definitely aspects to this story that does Canadians proud. John sees the most important fact: the booers represented the opinions of a few and Laura didn't let the few blind her to the many. And this article reaffirms the basic decency of most Canadians. Seriously, who cares what the school bureaucracy did or not do compared to how her classmates and Canadians across the country responded? As for North Korea, again I look at it as an American. NK is a stated enemy of the US and has issued threats against us and armed our enemies, but we're not at open war with them and are nominally engaged with talks with them. My thoughts on seeing an NK flag would be grim, maybe because I know the outcome if NK initiates an attack upon us. I have no way of knowing how Canadians would respond to the North Korean flag, though. That's an interesting line of thought.

Posted by: Debbye at March 30, 2004 02:16 PM (yQTW5)

6 I doubt one Canadian in a hundred could recognize the flag of North Korea, let alone describe the continuing atrocities of that regime. No, the only "other" that matters to Canadians is the United States. This story says much more about the parochialism and ignorance of Canada than it does about anything else (though I am delighted this young woman had the character to face the ingrates for a second year running).

Posted by: Ghost of a flea at March 30, 2004 04:08 PM (3+LTh)

7 Ghost, my point was that if she was standing up for a country we hate we would not admire her no matter how courageous she was. It had to be a commitment to something we consider decent and important. The tendency I think would be to imagine that we are admiring her courage when in fact it is more than that. I remember many years ago having to admit to myself, grudgingly, that Khomeini had guts to stand up to the United States but that didn't stop me from hating him because of what he himself stood for.

Posted by: Canadian Headhunter at March 30, 2004 04:20 PM (10VJV)

8 This was a highly symbollic act of intolerance. Just one more pinpoint of hate on a little American girl. Yet Canada's lackadaisical response to these acts of "excepted/ accepted" intolerance presage the gathering storm which gathers below the border. Are you prepared to get back what you have given? Is that what Canada wants? Is Canada such a bitter eunuch that it will tolerate this in order to get a little attention? Take to the streets, burn American flags and have a proper riot of it - but don't stoop so low as to pour your venom out on a child.

Posted by: Pescado at March 30, 2004 11:32 PM (SfJBA)

9 Settle down, Pescado, I know it's a touchy issue but Laura handled it, and the booers were the ones isolated, not her. The act wasn't accepted by anyone with sense and decency (including the school officials.)

Posted by: Debbye at April 01, 2004 12:31 AM (u0hyb)

10 Laura was in my care for 18 months so I speak with some authority on the issue. Politicize Laura's actions, and the reactions of the crowd in anyway you wish, but her intentions were never political. The real beauty of this story is the courage of conviction, the strong sense of self that this child has forged for herself despite the difficulties of her childhood. She has matured into a magnificent young lady, one I am blessed to have known.

Posted by: janet at April 11, 2004 01:36 PM (rZmE1)

11 Well said, Janet. "Try it again, because you will feel better. It makes you feel strong," she said. That is the key quote and a principle we all try to teach our children. It was Laura's courage and pride that was noted and applauded. I didn't want to go too overboard in the original post, but you and I know that her character is stronger for this and that she will face her life with courage. That is the best possible outcome of any ordeal and what we pray for when we see our kids go through pain and make their decisions.

Posted by: Debbye at April 11, 2004 05:17 PM (Y0TzN)

12 This is the girl that got booed any comments send me an email

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13 This is completely insane! First off all, I go to Wagar, and believe me that is not the story. Laura Elfman has a bad reputation at our school, she's had sex, a million boyfriends, ruins relationships etc. When she went up onto that stage, yes people were booing. This might sound crazy but, people were booing her. It just so happens that people see the negative side of it. The gazette doesn't know why the school booed, were they there? The girl just wants free stuff and to be out in the public. If you see someone run away from someone and cry you immediately think they were bullied or scammed, but think about it....are you so sure about that? This multicultural day was out a doubt a big blow on her.

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UN Oil for Food Scandal

Mar. 29 - More publications are taking a closer look at the corruption in the UN Oil for Food program (except the Canadian media. Right. Or maybe that should be Left.)

William Safire has another op-ed today on the UN Oil for Food Program and has maybe given the scandal a name: Follow-Up to Kofigate. I'm going to do something wrong and quote the entire column (curse you NYT and your 2-week link life):

Never has there been a financial rip-off of the magnitude of the U.N. oil-for-food scandal.

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Andrew Coyne

Mar. 29 - What do you call a respected columnist who starts a blog and continually adds improvements like comment enhancements and then even enables music access through his site? Canadians Who Know call him Andrew Coyne and he makes some of us look like code inepts (probably because we are, but I digress.)

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March 28, 2004

The financing of terrorism

Mar. 28 - Ottawa links $35-million in cash transfers to terrorists:

Ottawa Â— Canada's anti-money laundering centre uncovered $35 million in suspected terrorist financing in the first nine months of the fiscal year, outstripping the tally for the entire previous year.

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Cecilia Zhang found

Mar. 28 - I don't want to post this. I guess I must because so many us in Canada have posted on Cecilia's disappearence, used Amber Alert scrolls on blogs in addition to the substantial number of Canadians and Americans using email to routinely send out her picture to keep the search for Cecilia active. Unfortunately, sometimes you have to note the final sad chapter. Missing Girl's Remains Found.

Cecilia's picture is literally all over Toronto - on every TTC bus and at every subway station, in stores, and on community bulletin boards.

The city never gave up hope.

Deepest and heartfelt condolences to her family. Cecilia would have been a mere 10 years old on Tuesday.

(Link via Neale News.)

Mar. 29 10:34: This is the link to articles about Cecilia. Rest in peace, child, and may your killer know no peace.

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More hate crimes in Toronto

Mar. 28 - The following may not seem like a major red flag until you connect some dots: Cyber hatred!:

Police are investigating a rash of anti-Semitic e-mail around the Thornhill area which is adding to the "unprecedented" number of crimes against Jews in Toronto. The e-mails say, among other slurs, that Jews are spoiled, drugged-up, sex-obsessed sluts who deserve to have their teeth kicked in.
"We just learned about these. They are going to be a part of the investigation into the (recent) anti-Semitic graffiti," York region police Det. Andy Atkinson said yesterday.

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March 27, 2004

Michigan doesn't want Toronto garbags

Mar. 27 - Being picky at curb:

Garbage crews will be more picky about what they collect at the curb now that Michigan turned up the heat in its trash war with Toronto, a city works official warned yesterday. Michigan Gov. Jennifer Granholm imposed restrictions designed to stop Toronto trash trucks from dumping tires, pop bottles and other beverage containers in her state.
Michigan's politicians and many other opponents object to their state being a dumping ground for Toronto's rubbish.
Geoff Rathbone, of the city's solid waste department, said collection crews will "absolutely" be more vigilant in leaving garbage that can be recycled at the curb.
Toronto sends 140 garbage trucks daily to the Carlton Farms Landfill in Michigan's Sumpter Township. With no dump of its own, the city ships 1.2 million tonnes of waste to Michigan each year.

As they aren't supposed to pick up items like tires to begin with, this should be raising more than an eyebrow.

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More hate crimes in Toronto

Mar. 27 - Toronto's Jewish community aren't the only ones at the receiving end of hatred: Catholics are latest hate target and a Pickering Islamic Centre was torched Tuesday night. The Canadian Jewish Congress condemned the arson.

Community Safety Minister Monte Kwinter says that hate crimes should be treated more seriously under young offender legislation and subject to tougher penalties because of the potential for tuning community against community.

I'm not sure what the last item is supposed to mean given that young offenders' legislation is a mere handslap. Does it now require two hand slaps instead of the one?

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March 26, 2004

Rwanda Memorial Conference

Mar. 26 - What happens when UN Sec.-Gen. Kofi Annan and Canadian Foreign Affairs Minister share sanctimony and a platform? Absolutely nothing (unless you count me getting a 3-aspirin headache.) The concept of "happens," which presupposes an ability to "act," doesn't exist in their dimension. more...

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1 Then Kofi should step down. I don't think he'd consider the Japanese solution to losing face.

Posted by: Sandy P. at March 26, 2004 11:50 PM (HY+aw)

2 From what I've read, and that's admittedly not much, the Rwanda massacre could have been prevented if Bill Clinton and M Albright had decided to act. Because, apparently, the warning signs were all there and General Dallaire forced they key people to see them. If this is true, it has to make you wonder if Holocaust education has had any effect at all, one of the key messages being that the bystanders are also implicated. Am I missing something here? I'd like to know.

Posted by: Canadian Headhunter at March 27, 2004 07:16 AM (10VJV)

3 thanks for pointing out just one more case of sanctimonious canadian blather. as far as i can recall, the UN has NEVER been successful at dealing with any major crisis, anywhere. still, our trained seals in ottawa fall over each other to kiss annan's rear end. pitiful. truly pitiful. the two nations with the greatest historical and political links to rwanda, belgium and france, also failed to impede that genocide. as far as i am aware, no african nations attempted to intervene either. it must be washington's fault. /sarcasm

Posted by: keith at March 27, 2004 07:30 AM (xfdnu)

4 Sandy, the reader sending the link had some very strong words accompanying it. At least your suggestion is printable! Keith pretty much nailed it. Words, words, words. These people are bureaucrats, not statesmen! CH - I started to answer you but it turned into pages of rants. Leave it that I don't accept UN leadership for bake sales, much less military missions. They are more interested in looking good than doing good. The minute the US is blamed it conveniently ends the conversation whereas it should scare the bejesus out of you. If no UN action is possible without US leadership, troops, and blood, then what does that really say about the rest of the world? If we really had imperialist ambitions, how long could Canada stand against us? All the excuses Canada has for not supporting a strong military doesn't hold water when we look at Australia, and they have intervened in places like East Timor and the Solomon Islands with success. They were first on the ground in Iraq. What do they have that Canada doesn't? Leadership? Guts? Will? My challenge to Canada is simple: Was Rwanda an awakening of the recognition that Canada needed to beef up their military capabilities in order to meet challenges like Rwanda, Kosovo, Serbia-Herz., Congo, Haiti, and so on? Can you imagine running a business like that? And I freaking HATE Bill Graham for his feckless handling of the Zahra Kazemi crisis. Canada was in a unique position to help the dissidents in Iran and sided with the mullahs. Increasingly Canada is on the wrong side. What do you want to bet that Chretien's trip to China wasn't merely a social call?

Posted by: Debbye at March 27, 2004 09:18 AM (biC5+)

5 Canadian Headhunter: If you do a search Rawanda genocide the name that comes up most often is that of Samantha Power, who is a lecturer in Public Policy at Harvard’s John F. Kennedy School of Government. Some of her publications just look like intelligentsia critique of US administrations (she seems equally critical of both Bushes and Bill Clinton), but there are interesting articles in Atlantic monthly archives. In http://www.theatlantic.com/issues/2001/09/power.htm she states: “Once the killing of thousands of Rwandans a day had begun, the President could have deployed U.S. troops to Rwanda. The United States could have joined Dallaire's beleaguered UNAMIR forces or, if it feared associating with shoddy UN peacekeeping, it could have intervened unilaterally with the Security Council's backing, as France eventually did in late June. The United States could also have acted without the UN's blessing, as it did five years later in Kosovo. Securing congressional support for U.S. intervention would have been extremely difficult, but by the second week of the killing Clinton could have made the case that something approximating genocide was under way, that a supreme American value was imperiled by its occurrence, and that U.S. contingents at relatively low risk could stop the extermination of a people.” I also learned in this article, which is very respectful of Dellaire, that Canada did not deploy 5,000 troops to Rawanda because the US would only pay for the deployment of 2,500. I also learned that, at that time, the US footed the bill for a full 1/3 of UN peacekeeping missions. The article does not state whether the cost of the Canadian deployment was included in that cost. Kofie Annan was the director of the UN Peacekeeping Operations department at that time. I wondered, given Powers’ proposal of unilateral US intervention in Rawanda, how she felt about the Iraq situation. I found this: http://www.theatlantic.com/unbound/interviews/int2003-12-03.htm where she states: “If we needed a reminder of how dangerous military intervention is, I think we've all gotten that reminder in Iraq. My basic feeling about military intervention is that it should be a last resort, undertaken only to stave off large-scale bloodshed. I think the trigger for it, on the humanitarian side, anyway, has to be something on a mass scale like genocide. Tony Blair said, "Well, I would go to Zimbabwe if I could, but I can't. So let me go to Iraq." That level of trigger-happiness is unwise because of all the risks inherent in military intervention. The visible evidence through history is that the most successful transitions come when they are organic. Neither the African Union nor the West has even begun to exhaust high-level diplomatic options.” I’m sick of the perennial self-flagellation by the US. It just invites other countries to participate in our punishment. We’re damned if we do and damned if we don’t.

Posted by: Sammie at March 27, 2004 10:50 AM (ZDCse)

6 Hi Sammie, thanks for all of the research. I am familiar with Samantha Power having seen her interviewed by Evan Solomon on CBC Newsworld. I thought she was pretty good looking.

Posted by: Canadian Headhunter at March 27, 2004 09:55 PM (10VJV)

7 Besides, under HRW? no one's supposed to interfere in another country's killing of its own people until it's 1m or over. There's rules about this now, you know. And the rules are set by the people who "care." We're damned if we do, damned if we don't. The US could have stopped it, but we don't want the US to stop it! China's got a big army, call on them.

Posted by: Sandy P. at March 28, 2004 12:12 AM (HY+aw)

8 Rantburg's always chockful of bloggy goodness: ...Linda MelvernÂ’s book .... reveals, for instance, that in 1993 the government of Rwanda imported, from China, three quarters of a million dollars worth of machetes. This was enough for one new machete for every third male. Machetes were used for many of the murders committed during the genocide. The details of pre-genocide arms imports from Egypt and France are also given, as is the extent of French military cooperation with the parts of the Rwandan army most responsible for the genocide...."

Posted by: Sandy P. at March 28, 2004 01:12 AM (HY+aw)

9 It also bears noting that while everyone is talking about Rwanda ten years after the fact, there is currently an ethinic cleansing program in Sudan. And the UN is prepared to do what? Absolutely nothing. But we can count on lamentations and bewailing after the fact.

Posted by: Debbye at March 28, 2004 09:02 AM (++lJd)

10 Debbye, you're right about Sudan. I often wonder if it's a big issue in the Muslim community that goes unreported or if it's a non-issue and therefore goes unreported. It strikes me that this would be an ideal terrain for Muslims to demonstrate the virtues and rigour of their moral culture. I don't read the Arab press online. Is it ever mentioned?

Posted by: Canadian Headhunter at March 29, 2004 10:45 AM (10VJV)

11 Hi CH! I haven't seen anything in the translated Arab media or seen references from other bloggers to Sudan in them, but I don't read them as regularly as others, and that's not the same as knowing absolutely that the warfare, child slavery, etc., isn't discussed. But I would have no knowledge about what may be in untranslated reports in Arabic either. I hope it's a concern for some Muslims (and logic tells me it probably is, but how public is the concern?)

Posted by: Debbye at March 29, 2004 03:51 PM (cowNW)

12 I saw an interview with Annan in which he suggested that the UN and Canada had learned from their errors ... implying rather offensively that Canada had been party to the UN decision to abandon Rwanda. In fact, after the UN ordered Dallaire out of Rwanda, Dallaire was able to remain there and defy UN directives only because of unilateral Canadian military support. It's hypocritical now to lot Canada in with a UN position that was largely determined by the French, the Belgians, and the Americans, particularly when Canadians in theatre and Canada's military was forced by moral obligations to 'go it alone' (along with small contingents from Ghana and Tunisia). The UN not only ordered Dallaire out, they cut off his supplies and reinforcements, and even stopped responding to his communications. Dallaire got all the support that his own country could give him, and no support from the UN. Annan's revisionist view of that well-documented history is shocking and political, and needs to be challenged. Things that have now become impolite to mention include the Americans' kafka-esque refusal to allow the use of the word 'genocide' by the UN (as the US tried to avoid getting involved), French logistical support to the 'genocidaires', and the fact that Belgium in its colonial period in Rwanda from the 1940s to the 1980s created the very situation that led to the genocide. With regards to Canada's failure to build up its military, I wonder why Canada should be under any international military obligation. Canada's current military needs more funding, but that funding should be focused first and foremost on the protection of Canadian interests, such as fishing territories and Arctic sovereignty. Canada's military expertise in peacekeeping should not obligate it to become involved in every peacekeeping operation that arises. Canada has never been a colonial power and - with the exception of a gold mine here and there - has few 'strategic interests' in the rest of the world. Canada's only credible enemies are those formed from its association with the US. So why is Canada on the hook to spend money and lives in conflicts with which Canada has no connection - particularly when other colonial countries like Belgium, France and the US get involved only when it is politically or strategically advantageous? Why should Canada be footing the bill for defence measures made necessary by European or American colonial and corporate misbehaviour throughout the world?

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March 25, 2004

Torontonians take a stand

Mar. 25 - Torontonians made it clear last night tht they view an attack on the Jewish community here as an 'Attack on all of us'.

Nearly 2,500 turned out for an anti-hate rally in North York at the at the Lipa Green building for Jewish services. The rally was attended by Ontario premier Dalton McGuinty, Toronto Mayor David Miller and Toronto Police Chief Julian Fantino.

Lt.-Gov. James Bartleman met with members of B'nai Brith Canada at the Ontario Legislature and likened anti-Semitism to a "vile disease."

The responses of public figures are important but fairly predictable. What isn't so predictable is the response of private citizens, in this case the owner of Goodbye Graffiti who has volunteered to clean up the hate messages for free.

Sometimes I feel as though the unofficial motto of this town is "Yeah, whatever," but Torontonians do have a sense of community and pride that was made evident in this latest series of hate crimes and the black-out last August.

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